just listen

why my life has to be so messed up?

so many things have to happen at one time.

now even dad is in hospital, on Father's day. Sweet.

i seriously will go home now. no matter what.

edit at 0005: before my world collapse, for the first time i am saying this to you that i need you to be here with me. yesterday was my first time letting myself lose control, the first time letting my heart said whatever it had to be said, i am sorry but i have no regret. not even a sec.