Tuesday, March 30, 2004

woohoo..psychology midterm finally over.. .30% er.. i really hope dat i'll get more than 25%..anyway..i'm so relaxing now although there is still one more to come (statistic)....i'm gonna play game for whole night starts from now...!! hehehehe

Sunday, March 28, 2004

early early wake up in da morning n go for breakfast with ted, huiling n jonathan.. after breakfast wanna study in ted's place but ended up studying star bucks, cos ted's place too messy dee..ehhehe.. hmmp..actually i dunno how much information dat goes into our brain, cos we keep on chatting in star bucks only.. then bout 2 hours later, we go round round at bandar sunway, go have a look of sunway lagoon, sunway pyramid..then from there we drive all the way back to sri hartamas again..haha..to have our lunch there..after dat everyone go home and have a short nap..da weather is very nice, cos it's raining, i feel like skeeping longer , but then i have to wake up to go night market with them again... yea..we go NIGHT market at 5:30p.m..hahaha.. have dinner n buy some vegetables there..ted buy me 2 dozens of white roses..i love it so so so much..it smell so nice n looks so good... n it only cost 12 ringgit..hehehe..anyway, i have so much fun today, i really enjoy my sunday with all my friends here..hehehe

Saturday, March 27, 2004

psychology midterm on tuesday..but i'm still here playing game n online..i'm hopeless...=p

Friday, March 26, 2004

that's something very odd in everyone of us, thats a stubborn mind. for example, i know what's the reasons why i have difficulty in sleeping, but i still want to deny it..even ted told me so, but i'm still being stubborn enough to convince myself dat maybe dats something wrong with my body. this not only happen on me, basically everyone have dat kind of experience, but in different situation...in another situation, like, sometimes not dat we cant achieve or success in something, just dat our minds keep on telling us dat we cant make it. do u guys know dat our mind is playing a big game with us? whether u can achieve something or lose urself to ur mind, it depends on how you play da game or in another words how u control your mind..so..come on.. it's just ur mind, dun let it control you..keep telling yourself dat u can make it instead of ur mind telling u dat u r loser..i know say is easier than done, but if you r not helping n motivating urself then who gonna help you? .....
yeah..goin' to watch american idol n survivor all star later...hehehe

Thursday, March 25, 2004

a guest lecturer for psychology...hmmp..one word say it all..teruk...i'm not good at biology n the worse thing is she is teaching biological psychology...=(
tmr morning still have another class of her..gosh..someone please help me out of her class...her class is so damn boring, she dunno the material well, she tries so hard to speak her english with dat kind of slang, but it doesnt work..ish...half of da class just sleeping while she is teaching la..=p

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

watched Hidalgo with ted at Gsc midvalley just now..hmmp..nice movie..i dun expect it will be so good anyway...hehehe..n i got new shoes from ted..i'm so so happy...................

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

suddenly feel like meeting up all old friends of mine.. although u have loadsa new friends here, old friends are always the best still...but it's kinda impossible now, everyone in different place, doing different things.. what i can only do is, put everyone of them in my heart n cherish them...=)
i miss...
pam...love talking gossip together..
kachuak..i dunno.. i just simply miss her..
wei yong.. enjoy talking with him, n listening to his problem...
lik...love lazying around in her house...
gap...love sharing his worries n all kinda problem with him..cos he seems to have so much of them..
rishant...he is so so friendly dat makes me like him so much...=)
willett n elaine...miss them so so much..i dunno y..maybe me-ted n them are alike in certain ways..
ah suat... alwiz serves us all kind of food.. n it taste good though...
whoelse...hmmp...basically i miss everyone la..=(....

Monday, March 22, 2004

have to finish psychology weekly reading assignments.. aiyks..it's all related to biology... i hate biology so damn much,,,yucks!!!

Sunday, March 21, 2004

woke up kinda late today until i realised it was already 11:30p.m..last nite went to mamak with ted n his housemate, then continue doing statistic assignment until 3a.m after came back from mamak .. was playing honey cave until 4:00a.m then..hehe.. now i'm really a night person..=).. loads of clothes waiting for me to wash them after i woke up, after finised doing all da girl stuff then went to ted place to have lunch.. had hotdog n starfruits..yummy...~** continue finishing up da assignment after lunch.. i spent like one hour to wait for the stupid printer to print...it works so slow..just like tortoise...cant help it, maybe it's because of me..=p..lazying around until time to cook dinner, spaghetti for tonight dinner..taste good er..hehehe..was chatting with new guy here after dinner..everyone here cant stand on all da vietnamnese.. ted's apartment is like a hotel, everyone can come here to cook if they want to, n they never clean up, it;s so messy in da kitchen..yucks! all of them just tak-tahu-malu ler..aiyks! checking out da election result, hope dat Bn will win again..=)

Saturday, March 20, 2004

11:30a.m - wake up ( last nite watched survivor until very late)
12:00p.m - brush up n take bath
1:00 p.m - take lunch at ted's place
2:00p.m - go one-utama with ted n joanna, wanted to buy printer refill ink but ended up buying unagi
5:00p.m - go online n check out taiwan's election
7:00p.m - cook dinner at ted's place again..had curry n fried vege
8:00p.m - still wondering what am i going to do next.. i guess i'd better finish up my assignments n weekly

**~Life isn't about finding that perfect peron; it;s about seeing an imperfect person perfectly..~**

Friday, March 19, 2004

i'd rather have bad times with you...
than good times with someone else....
i'd rather be beside you in a storm...
than safe and warm by myself....
i'd rather have hard times together...
than to have it easy part...
i'd rather have the one who holds my heart..
than no one holdin' it at all.....=)
8:00 a.m class this morning, so lazy to wake up ( as usual, dun have a good sleep last nite..)..*yAwN*..see..i'm still yawning...haha..man, i'm just so tired la...wanted to go to class with my roommie by using my 2 feets this morning, but heard dat there were some robbery, rape n flash cases happen in our place for da last 2 days..so better not walk to class..cos dat might happen on me..(i'm just thinking too much..haha)....my pretty psychology lecturer gave us a surprise early early in da morning..guess wut? dat was a pop quiz after she started class for half an hour..heeee...as usual, i just simply answer da questions cos i really really already forgotten wutever she taught yesterday..=p..i swear dat i;ve already tried my best to squeeze my brain juice and tried my best to open my eyes bigger to "refer" to my friends' answer, but it didnt work..=(..aiyks, just forget bout it la, only 1% who cares...hahaha....class ended earlier today, went to fitness first with ted right after class, i'm so hardworking today..hehe.. but only spent about one hour there, cos i'm going to shopping after dat...!hee...shopping is more important to me anyway...=p.. went to Ikea n Cold storage.. i need a bath curtain, bathroom rug n a pillow ( my pillow exploded few days ago..i dunno y..dun ask me) from Ikea...nothing else left in da fridge so we need to get some food dat enough for us to eat about 3 days, anyway, election day is on sunday, who knows wut gonna happen on dat day, so better be prepared..=p.. after back from shopping..haih...still have another class, dats da stupidiest class dat i've ever taken --->statistic..class should be started at 4, but this indian fella came to class at 5, he spent 30 min explaining da outline on midterm, n 15 min on reading da text book..amazing huh!, statistic "(which is one of a math subject dat have loads of long long formula) also can be teaching by reading words by words from text book, i tot dat only apply to social sc or humanities subjects..cool, wut a cool lecturer..=p..anyway, he is not consider as a lecturer la, he is even worse than my high sch teacher..hehehe...so..class ended at 5:45.. then..cook dinner at ted's place..as usual..two dishes n rice..but it taste so good....perasan la me..! =p....i've been writing dis for a few days , hopefully i'll continue doing it without fail..i know i always "head hot hot, tail cold cold" (which is a hokkien phrase) like wut gap always says me.. i know i only updated my homepage once, dat doesnt means dat i'm always in dat kind of habit..anyway, gap himself also not dat good as well..blek..! it's true wut..=p

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Facial Expressions

Facial expressions can tell u alot about da way dat a person is feeling at da moment. But it also can be a 'front'. When i smile does it mean dat i'm content? Or does it mean dat i'm doing it for your sake? When i frown does it mean dat i'm sad? Or does it mean dat i want you to be sad for me? So when people say dat they can tell you how you are feeling from da look of your face, well, to me it's all b*ll shit..=) (doesn't it sound true?) Dont tell me dat i look happy or sad or silly because....hey! it could just be my face...!
quiz over, well, it's not dat tough as i thought..hehe..so i'm quite relaxing right now..but..hmmp..but..yea, loads of assignments due on monday..*sigh*..i'm such a poor girl..=p..anyway, i guess tonight i must take a good sleep, and a long one, and hopefully without any disturbance..=) i dun have a good sleep lately, i dunno n i dun remember when was da last time dat i really enjoyed my sleep..i have insonmia, everytime i sleep i just cant reach the 3rd n 4th stage of sleep, i dunno why ..maybe dat's something wrong with my biological clock, well, i guess..*sigh* you just imagine dat you are really sleepy n tired, but still, you cant sleep, it's so terrible, sometimes it makes me feel like taking sleeping pil ( but i dun have one, luckily)..

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

psychology quiz tomorrow.. no time for this today..=(

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

i'm new here...

ahh.. very tired today.. 7 hour class non-stop.. pretty tired.. so i guess i'll only leave a few words here later..yea.. i mean..later