dimSum

dimSum really rock my world.
had too much dimSum lately, and it reminded me of this song which introduced by randall long long time ago.

"Dim Sum Girl" by Notorious MSG

this is not the original music video though. i just thought this is hilarious.

first

my first birthday card and hopefully more to come!

i had krispy kreme today. it's been such a long time.

delvinc, are you missing krispy kreme?

it is still as good as before. you know ar krispy kreme originated from north carolina. but the founder, vernon rudolph, he bought this secret recipe from a french chef in new orleans. krispy kreme has a 70 years history. amazing huh. when i was in malaysia i tried out the j.co and big apple donuts, they were not as good as krispy kreme though. the original glazed donut from krispy kreme is very very very very very very good, it is so soft and it is best served warm, just put them in the microwave for 30 seconds and you will in love with it immediately!

yummy.

steamboat weekend

last weekend, we spent 2 days 1 nite at HeanYew place. thanks to Ian drove all the way from Lacey (South of Seattle) to our place to pick us up then drove us all the way up north to HeanYew house.

anyway, we had steamboat!

fooooooood!!

a group picture before makan makan.

my favorite of all. the piggy blood jelly?

kelly gently put in the ingredients.

i love this shrimp ball!!

something hidden inside!

finish liao.

all hungry ghost.

it was a fun weekend. we played chor dai dee. we played wii. we watched movie. we went to sing K. ahhhh.. if only we can do this more often you know....

birthday wish list

you know i went to the puyallup fair the other day, i participated in this lucky draw contest to win a return air ticket from southwest airline. so this company have been calling me for the past few days. they told me i won this goodie bag but i must be 25 years old or above to redeem it. so i told them i am JUST 24 years old. they told me it's ok but i am still eligible for the drawing of the air ticket. this morning they called me again and asking me the same question "are you 25 years old"?

after all, 24 years old are not that old huh.

my birthday is just around the corner and i have a wish list this year.

• a return ticket to Manchester.
• a happier me. no more worries.
• loves from everyone.
• a return ticket to Manchester.
• a phooi phooi phooi song from pamsong.
  
• birthday song from jacob, weiyong, weejian, gap, andrew, randall & ted.
  
• a day off where i can spend whole day talking online with all my love ones.
• a better photography skill.
• more and more and more loves from edwin.
• no more hair dropping.
• a new webcam. T_T
• my family can come and visit me soon, i am darn lonely here.
• a return ticket to Manchester.

you can make me a happy girl.

the puyallup fair

the puyallup (pi.wa.lup) fair it's all about good food.

the onions and pickles on top of the german frankfurter were delicieux~

the turkey leg was yummy, but was not huge enough!

we definitely ate more than that but 2 pictures were more than enough alright.

we had fun on the rides too.

Before the roller coaster.

Pay attention to the couple in black and red. They must have been thinking wth these 2 Asian girls doing. lol

童话

童话里的那个天使， 都会展开翅膀守护着我们， 让每个结局都幸福， 快乐及完美吗？

blablabla

i don't know where to start.

so i was sick yesterday. not the fever kinda sick. was just feeling nausea (which made me puke later), headache (my head was spinning, as if i was just got off a roller coaster ride). did i over work? no i don't think so. did i had too much fun with friends? no i don't think so as i no longer know what is the definition of social life. did i sleep too much? no i don't think so as i barely sleep for more than 6 hours a day, it's been a habit anyway.

i woke up at 6am and i felt like my head was going to burst or what. i could not call in sick at work as it's the company policy to call in sick 8 hours in advance (i know it's dumb, you don't have to tell me). i was scheduled to work double shifts yesterday, which is 16 hours. so i went in and told the shift lead no matter what she has to cancel off my name for the next shift (i was 8 hours ahead to call in sick for the second shift this time). she was reluctant to do it at the beginning as i understood she was afraid people will be bitching about me as i was able to work for the first shift why couldn't i just stay for the next shift. so in the end i promised her if i feel better i will continue working.

so during work yesterday, i found myself not the normal self. =_+ i barely talked to anyone. i started doing a lot of things to distract myself from how i was feeling physically. at one point, i volunteered to bring some kids out from the program, i thought fresh air will help me feel better. i was wrong. very very wrong. while i was walking, i felt so tired as if all my energy have evaporated in the air. a lot of times i felt like i was going to faint. =_+ jeez, what's wrong with me. i went back to work and decided to leave earlier to go home to rest.

once i reached home, i slept like a dead person on the bed. i put my phone on silent for the first time. i did not sleep with my laptop for the first time. talking about this, i should really stop sleeping with all these electronic devices that probably will cause me cancer one day.

so i rested and i felt much better this morning. so.. apart from that... edwin is leaving for manchester today. in a few hours to be exact. it's been a tough month for him, just imagine that you don't even know what's the status of your visa and your air ticket yet to be issued when you are supposed to fly like in a few hours. anyway it's all good now. when i got to know the good news, my heart was beating like crazy, i teared, and i was definitely very very very excited for him. boy i was extremely happy for him... ya, i know, it's still long distance, but at least US is closer to UK and at least i feel that it's another big step forward to our future. lol. ahhh, i am missing him so badly now. heart.

my birthday is coming soon. like in a month. i am turning 18. i mean 24. jeez. what have i achieved so far? none. nothing.

i feel like i have so much things to do but i don't know where to begin. i need to reply emails, messages in facebook, friendster, msn. i need to make a decision on my working visa. or should i say i need to make a decision on what i am gonna do to my future. if i am able to come out with a decision for this, i will have my answers for all next 10 decisions.

i think it's too much for me now. i am overwhelmed. truthfully, i can't handle it.

unlocking iphone 2.0.2

loong kor, i successfully unlocked my iPhone to 2.0.2 (0.0.2 classy-er than yours. lol) with winpwn 2.5!!

this is so pretty!

i spent the whole afternoon and evening with my iPhone. i did a little research before i started on anything. from upgrading it from 1.1.4 to 2.0.2 took me such a long time (the backing up part and restoring part made me feel miserable).

then i gave david tan a call. omg he is such a rock star. he helped me freaking much ok. he helped me through step by step. where got people so nice one.

anyway, i did it! i successfully unlocked it to 2.0.2 version! i wasn't that dumb afterall!!

of Racism

honestly, i do not mind people name calling. the kids at work always come up with the most interesting names ever. in fact a lot of names do not make sense.

for example, white ass nigger. so is that a nigger with white ass? =_=

they always call me chinese nigger. seriously, sometimes i want to tell them i am not mixed. =_+

but it really doesn't matter la. it's just a name with color.

BUT, recently this guy really pissed me off. i was at LAX airport. this guy at the check-in counter gave me a long lecture on Malaysian.

he was like "you Malaysian people. I do not understand Malaysian people. Seriously, you Malaysian people. I don't understand why Malaysian Airline did it this way". while he was saying all these he was shaking his head all the time! Hellllllooooo, what i wanted to know was can i leave the airport (i have 20 hours transit time) since i have already re-checked in my luggage (it checked through all the way to Seattle from Penang), but he kept mentioning "you Malaysian people" to me. it was just a simple question i did not know why he had to bring up malaysian.

then nvm. he did not know how to answer my question, he turned to his colleague. he said to her "i don't understand the way malaysian people do things, apparently the malaysian airline checked her luggage all the way through Seattle, can she leaves the airport for now.." again, he had to mention malaysian people in just a simple question. gosh.

to me, this is more racist than calling people a chinese nigger or a japanese slut.

MeMe

sometimes you gotta do something to make people think that you have a boring life.

1. Are you in a complicated love situation?
depends on how you view it. i say no.

2. Do you hate more than 3 people?
hating people use up too much energy. so i don't hate. i just ignore.

3. The last thing you drank?
bak kut teh

4. Do you like beer?
wine or fancy drink. but i don't mind. me alcoholic anyway.

5. Is anyone in love with you?
duh.

6. Pepsi or sprite?
coke. lol. i try to avoid pops as much as i can.

7. Does look matter?
hmm. it doesnt matter as long as you smell good, and with clean clothes on.

8. What did you do last night?
worked.

9. Nick name ?
i used to like it when people call me ming ming, like years ago la. but now i prefer mingy. but i missed u calling me xiao xiao ming. oh whatever.

10. If you had a super power, what would it be?
i just need the doraemon's door that can bring me to any place in this world in a second.

11. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
hack ya. always.

12. Ever called somebody Boo?
no. i am not that ghetto.

13. Are you happy with your life right now?
yea. so many many challenges and obstacles and decisions. who don't love?

14. Do you like your hair?
yes. i do. love the color. but i do miss my long hair.

15. Does anyone like you?
they love me.

16. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope. not at all.

17. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yes. =(

18. Can you cook?
yes. Rachel Ray is my assistant.

19. What do you want more than anything right now?
i long for His presence.

20. Relationship or one night stand?
wth.

21. Whats the last thing you put in your mouth?
the soup of bak kut teh.

22. Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that started with S?
nah.

23. Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 22?
my friends are all pretty grown up.

24. Can you play Guitar?
i had a nice guitar from someone special. i tried to play and i failed big time.

25. Name someone that made you laugh today?
considering edwin was the only person i talked to until now (12:25pm), so i'd say it's him. or maybe jacob. =_+

26.How late did you stay up last night and why?
11:45pm. i passed out. so tired from work can.

27. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes. manchester. =_+

28. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
unfortunately yes. lol

29. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
airene lo. next door.

30.Do you believe ex(s) can be friends?
why not.

31.Do you prefer to call or text?
both.

32. How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
I hate anything with diet. or fat free. they have tones of fake sugar i mean artificial sugars in them. if you want to kill yourself faster, consume more fat free yogurt and diet pops.

33.When was the last time you cried?
aiyo. like 1 hour ago. that stupid hong kong drama la. did you guys watch the Moonlight Resonance? damn good one!!

34.What was the last thing someone bought for you?
hmm. when i was in KK. goodness, no one bought anything for me lately. =_+

35. When is your birthday?
coming soon!!! October 17th!! I turn 18...~~

36. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
the bitch next door. lol

37. Was yesterday better than today?
i tell you tonight ok.

38. Can you live a day without TV/laptop?
i think i can't live without my phone. i dont really care about laptop cos i can go online with my phone. lol

39.What are you listening to?
i am actually listening to New kids on the block album. omg.

40. Are you mad about anything?
mad about... nothing oh.

41. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yes. it's something worth fighting for.

42. Is anything bothering you right now?
yes. the laundry room is too far. =_+

43. Are you a bad influence?
lol. good influence you should say.

44. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
i try not.

45. If we were to look in your phone inbox, what would we find?
which inbox? nothing interesting i guess.

46. Hows your heart?
it's pinkish the last time i checked.

47. Your last thought?
what am i gonna do todayyyyyyyyyyy.

48. Are you your true self to everyone?
i hate fakers. what do you think???? it takes another 10 thousand lies to cover one lie, don't make your own life miserable.

49. Family or friends and why?
haiyo. truthfully. i cant live without both.

50. Drink to get drunk or drink just to socialize?
i want to try to get drunk, just to test the limit y' know!

51. Can people trust you?
LOL. can. can. can. your deep dark SERIOUS secrets are safe with me. but weejian don't trust me apparently. =(

52. If someone told you they loved you & you didn't love them back, would you lie?
huh? just tell honestly la. if they are matured enough they can handle it one.

53. Do your friends feelings matter more than your own?
yes. YES.

54. Do you spend too much time on your appearance?
haha. not on working day.

55. Things you want to accomplish this year?
so many things. =(

56. People you would do anything for?
you know who la. ish. so many of them.

57. Do you follow fashion trends?
what for.

58. Do you prefer your childhood, or your life now?
i prefer my future.

59. What do you do on stormy days/nights?
i don't really care. usually in front of the computer. =_+

60. What's something you never told someone, that you wish you had?
i am glad that i poured out my heart not long ago.

i tag no one. ello, do u think pam is free for meme?
maybe i can tag loongkor and delvin. I TAG Airene T too.

给：猪

猪，

近来的你好吗？
芝加哥的天气转凉了吗？
西雅图的天气冷冷的， 感觉很无情。
没有你-我的主人-在我身旁，什么事情都感觉缺少了那一份热情。。

想你。
想你问我在干嘛。
想你在三更半夜打电话问我在干嘛， 即使在睡觉的我都会说。。嗯，我没在干什么。
想念你为我们准备的晚餐。
想念我们一起上课下课的日子。
想念我们一起读书的时间。
想念上课传字条。
还记得我们一起熬夜的日子吗？
还记得一起死背那些历史人物的那一个晚上吗？
想念一起三八的每一个时刻。
想念一起在美国游山玩水。
想念一起看日出。
想念车上播着周杰伦的[彩虹]。
想念有你的下雪天。

记得有一次，为了玩抛雪球，差点把我的手掌都弄断了。

想念你的微笑。



想念你那丰富的感情。
想念你那零乱的房间。
想念你的味道。
想念我们的球鞋。



想念偶尔叫你起床的早上。
想念看着你跳奇怪的舞步。
想念喝醉了的你。
想念你的歌声，把我们个个都笑翻了天。

对你的思念是满满的。

还记得它们吗？




我们有着最简单的友情，
却带着满满的回忆。
有着美美的回忆，
怎么写到了这边，
我感受到的，
只有那最无奈的遗憾？

我们的回忆，
零零碎碎的散在黑暗里。。

还记得这张卡片吗？
当我再次的看着这张图片，才发现你在说再见。

朋友，我想念你。
我们何时再见？

猪，
开心点。好吗？

我没办法带给你快乐，
但希望你都能拥有。

祝你，
幸福。

moved.

ahhhhh. i am back. it had been hella week. was busy moving and with works, and i admit i slacked a bit la.

i got punched the other day. in the eye.

spot the difference. sorry for the pimples. it was pretty painful in the first 2 days, it's good in a way as i couldn't rub my eyes.

uncle and aunty came all the way from portland to help us to move. so paiseh. peh keong and kelly were being so helpful too!!! i could not imagine myself and airene with the U-haul (if we rented one la). at night, we went to wasabi bistro for my favorite green tea tiramisu!

so i have moved to a new place.

welcome to my new house! yes, it's a house. a huge one.

ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... do you like it?

uncle, aunty and kelly were posing. smile. they love my house.

so now are you ready for my room?

xiaxue eat this! my room is more pinkish than yours!

i love the cupboard. its pink leather!

the bathroom. the waters from the ceiling.

aireney's room. sassy girl. kononnya.

uncle and aunty in the 'guest' room. lol

helped kelly to take this picture. i love it.

we were planning to have bbq party or something like that.

aunty was like..ahh..i dont think these chairs are good idea...not water proof...seattle rains a lot. lol.. then kelly was like 'yea lo yea lo...'

that's the end of the tour.






fine. i lied. =(
if only we moved in there. i think i can only afford to pay the electricity bill every month.
oh well. i am contended with what i have now.
it was actually peh keong and kelly..brought us to see the show roooooom..they are getting a house there. ahhh. how nice.

so, this is the apartment that i am actually moved into. =_+ it's not as new as the last one, BUT.... no more bitchy landlord's daughter. pardon my word. she is a biatch. she is. she is. she is. she is. she is. she is. i say...SHE IS.

at least, no one is watching our private life closely now. no one will peek at us out from their window. no one will walk as if they have heavy feet on top of us. no one will look at us like a sinner or whatsoever. no one will stop us from having friends coming over. no one will talk to our guests in a rude way. no one will accuse me for taking off the firealarm beepers, oh gosh when i am not even tall enough to reach that cover.

eventhough the parents were being nice, too bad la, cos people will always refer back to the parents when your daughter behaves like sh*t. oh well, no point bitching bout some not-so-important people.

enough.

wait. this is my old apartment if you have already forgotten how does it look like. the only thing i miss is the big mirror on my closet. that's it!

heeeeeeee. welcome to our new apartment!

it will look very sad compared to the show room pictures above though.

the small dining room. we got the small 'asian' table from value village the other day for $2.50. lol

the living room. the couch was $19.90 from value village too, we bought it few months ago.

the other side of the living room. someone needs to buy me a WiiiIIIIIiiiIIiiiIIIii...

the hallway to airene and my room.

now you can see the mess in my room.

i wonder how am i gonna move all these things back to m'sia one day......

after a morning of cleaning...

ta-daaa.. i felt so accomplished ar! my workstation... the time out corner/quiet space/reading corner... and my messy cupboard.

my bed. air bed. now you know what is the current book i am reading. and also my lonely laundry basket at the corner.

closet 1.

closet 2.

shoes. omg.

shoes. omg. omg.

shoes. omg. omg. omg.

shoes. omg. omg. omg. omg.

the bathroom.

the kitchen.

to welcome ourselves in the new apartment, we cooked 'pork feet vinegar' 猪脚醋. not really la. we just bought regular pork la. it's our own house warming party. wth. =_+

that's all.

so when are you coming to visit?

i m still alive

if you were wondering.

gosh. i am so frustrated over the snapfish site. i just wanted to print some free photos. please let me. grrrr.