TIRED

haih..i'm so tired....tomorrow will be the first day of the final exam...haih..i just finished doing my literature review n self management project....i havent started studying french yet.....and the subject gonna be tested is french..=(..i'm hopeless...die die die......i'm so tired by the way...how am i going to continue studying.....?????

hehe..playing with ted's phone,....ahh..but da quality of the photo blur blur one... 

love...

Love is not alwiz easy, but there's nothing greater. When u r in love with someone, it doesn't mean that you r perfect in any way. We will always have our differences, but love encourages us not to despair. Being in love doesnt mean dat we wont hurt each other, but that is because sometimes we tend to hurt the ones we love the most for granted. It doesnt mean dat we will always think alike, even though we do. but wut loves mean is dat we will be by each other side no matter wut the circumtances is. love is worth the price of pain and hapiness, it may always not be easy, but there's nothing greater than love.

sweet sweet smile..~ 

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Life is boring....it wont be fun when u still have aliterature review paper n a self management paper to write n hand it up on da same day with ur final exam paper...tell me wut to do....=(

finally i realised dat i gotta be more hardworking....especially during this final exam week...but...*sigh*...i'm still lack of motivation....i dunno wuts wrong with myself la..sometimes i'm very alert on doing something, but it wont last long..n it never last long...else for da relationship of ted n me (hopefully it will last very very long until the day i die..haha..)..haiya...i need alot alot alot alot of motivation in order to do something la...i need someone or something push me very very very hard then i only will have da "will" to finish something...i'm so useless la..sometimes i really do think so... hehehe... i hope dat i will have a friend like doraemon so he can always be there to help me...hahaha....ahh..dunno la..so confusing..i dunwan to be free n i dunwan to be busy also....haha...if i'm too free ar...da ppl around me die la...i'll kacau them until they surrender...hahaha...dat's ming power...=p...if i am really busy....hehe..u better dun come near me..i'll scare u away...dat's also ming power....hahahaha....dunwan to crap dee..better go study...becos today i have da "mood" to study..better dun break da mood...hehehe

bf n gf

when girls or boys look for their desire partners, they wished to have someone who will be loyal to them, love them, care for them, be there for them. nowadays, i realised something dat, people r so selfish.. they want their gf or bf loyal to them, but did they really do the samething on their partners? at least, most of the ppl around me, they dont...so sad...( but some r really really loyal to their bf/gf)...i dunno..hmmp..i just dun like ppl betray their love one...if you dunwan to commit into one relationship then u just dun promise ur love one wut u will do...to me..these betrayers r so irresponsible...these ppl are just hurting their love one without realising it...well..i really cant stand this kind of behavior...anyway..this is only my point of view..hehe...well..i mean, dont we have to love our gf/bf as much as possible, try our best not to hurt them? dun just give urself lame excuses such as u r lonely when they r not around (for long distance relationship) or u guys just not "click"...if you already knew u guys r not meant to be together or dun share the same personality then dun mess around with da girl/boy la..gosh..i really cannot stand it....hehee..=p...i wrote this is becos lately, so many ppl around me or around my friends r acting these way...shit man...
*once again..this is only my point of view*......

I am God...

Why am i calling myself god?...ehhhe...there must be a reason...well...i finished doing one psychology lab report and one couselling case study in one night...erm..from 10p.m to 6:30a.m...woohoo..not bad huh..people use weeks to study their past research but i use..erm..*kind of shy to say it out..*.... 1++ hour to read everything..ahem ahem..proud of myself...well..i'm not sure da final result will be good or wut..but i'm confident to tell u dat i'm not confident whether i can get good grades for dat or not...muahaha..sounds funny huh...dats da way i cheer up myself...ngek ngek....actually i'm not proud of myself on doing that u know..i mean finish assignment in last minute...this is a reappy really bad habit...friends who r reading my blog....dun learn from me.. =p .. well...well...well...the truth is..before da night..i'm kinda worry dat i cannot finish my work..nope...it's really really worried...eventhough i always look like happy happy and nothing big deal..but deep down inside my heart...i'm really really worried...haha...i really dun understand myself...sometimes, not dat i wan to be a procrastinater, believe i really want to prepare my works earlier before da due date, just dat i dun have "ohm" or inspiration to write anything on my paper....but...during the last day before da due date of the assignment...da idea..da insparations just suddenly bombard my brain...eeerrr...kind of strange yea...and during dat time is da best time for me to finish up my work...."yeah...i'm dat....*cool*..."...haha..

hmmp..sleep at 6:30 in the morning and i woke up at 12 noon... went to class then to hand up my both assignments...i'm so so damn lucky dat today it;s not our group to present the french sketch...if not i'm gonna die la..i just cant imagine myself doing so much things in just a lil time... lepak-ing in the college...seeing everyone busy preparing for their drama enactment today... i'm really really interested to go have a look on their play..especially valarie group..cos he is dancing man...haha...but before dat have to go to research method n french class..well, lately, i mean these few days, all da lecturers seem not having a really nice mood...even da students too...everyone have loadsa work to do n da lecturers eventually have loadsa assignments to go tru too...hehe..so better dun piss them off...especially dat miss lady winnie cheong..haha...basically i like her la...but sometimes i feel dat she is really really bitchy...dunno whether should like or hate her...quite confuse bout her personality...ahh...dun care bout dat....so after class right away went to see their drama thingy... dat "dean" and "jac" group consider not bad la..i mean good also..haha...the script r funny n their acting is quite ok...hehehe..the group i prefer the most is valarie group...gosh....rachel is really a good actress man...she is really really really good....hehehe...by the time i wanna go back to apartment i only realize dat it was already 9 o'clock...it's nite...hmmp...quite worry dat we cannot get taxi...but..erm..without hue yeen there...sure we can get one taxi....haha..yea..i mean..erm..everytime when she is with us..we sure cannot get a taxi..just wondering why...muahaha....
my hand kinda tired ade...hehe....will keep on wrting n writing bout my daily life on tmr..da next day..n always...( well, i said this a lot of times d...but...everytime also end up...few weeks write once..hahaha..)...well..we will see....

WooHuooOoo..

got a new hair cut today.. i keep my finge short.. i'm quite nervous when i first step into dat saloon...but after dat,..ahh..quite a relief..n everyone praise bout it..i'm so SooOooo happy..=p.. n there's another thing dat makes me happy... dat is testimonial from gap...gosh..it just makes me fly high up to the sky..haha..hmmp..gap..thanks alot....neway, i'm gonna go to baskin robins to get my ice cream now..31% discount for 3 days...yeahoo.....bubye..will be back laterz...=)

Happy birthday Gap..!!

Happy Birthday Gap..hopefully u gonna read this..
hehe..dun worry..i didnt forget ur birthday..i still remember..fresh in my mind...18th of aug,..10:37am..+800Gmt...haha...just dat i dun get to online this few days..so cannot send u my wishes....anyway...wish u all da best la!

sien sien sien

life without him really really boring...=(..wanted to wake up early in the morning but ended up at noon...heh...went to college to collect my result n time table..but the management dun allowed..they asked me to come back again tmr with everyone...arghhh..just one day only they also kira so much...nvm...hehe...i realised dat having lunch alone is so so so wu liao n lonely..argg..i dunwan this happen to me again...when i reach apartment..oh no..someone moving in...er..another psycho..same major..luckily different room from me...haha..anyway she is a nice girl..just same like me..hahaha...after dat go back into room to finish up reading 11 minutes by paulo coelho...i tot i can finish reading it today...but i just cant concentrate...hehe..so ended up online here....ted gonna reach here tonight..yeahoo..finally i can go back to normal life....=p

sob sob

count to ten..my tears going to drop....i dont feel easy today....today is da 1st day that i dun see ted for more than 24 hours since we get together...*sob sob*.. he have to go back to penang cos his uncle passed away..wut a sad thing...i really dun feel comfortable without his companion..i guess i'm too reliable on him..=(

it's just another day

ahh....it's just another boring day to me..i woke up at 2 today..gosh..i'm a sleeping pig...hah..must be last nite played online game until too late...after taken a refreshing shower, ted n me went to midvalley.. *oh my god, this place again*..heh..wut to do..da nearest place from here... bought some "personal stuff" and da ingredients for tom-yam soup tonight....after dinner, i played simpson hit n run for awhile, n ted keep on saying dat i'm so weak at driving car..ok..i admit..i'm suck at this kind of racing game..so.i might just give up...hehhe...there is a girl gonna move into my room soon, so i have to clean up my stuff n move here move there..alamak...how to fit 4 ppl in this master bedroom..i really have no idea... all girls here have so many stuff..it's just impossible...nvm..i dun care...i can only say dat da new girl is so unlucky..heh...

I'm back...

so long never been here.. i dunno wut bring me back here...guess i'm just too lonely lately so i have to find away to share my feelings..i read gap's blog before i came here to type something, he reminded me dat i'd got punk by him..ahh..dats really scared me out.. i just couldnt imagine if everything happen to phei yee..cos she looks so innocent..i'll feel very bad if she got deported from canada..i'm gonna blame myself.. =( .. and..when he mentioned bout the sherbet, it reminds me bout da mc d sundae cup.. haha..i still remember gap n me once discuss wut to mix with da sundae..dried shrimp, sashimi, french fries, they are all in our list..gap even said dat want to blend it all together..now i think about it..it's kinda gross..haaha.. put dat aside...talk bout my life lately...well..life've been suxx n miserable lately..i dunno wuts going on... suddenly god is like treating me so badly..family prob, studies prob..everything just come to me in one time..*sigh*.. nevermind..everything is over..dunwan to think bout it anymore... afterall it makes me realised dat cry aint going to cure anything..and there is alwiz a guy dat gives me endlessness supports..and he definitely makes me feel stronger... gosh..i'm really really miss all my old buddies... sometimes i find dat Kl is such a boring place.. yup..a boring place without any friends of mine.. i really miss those friends back in high sch, tuition centres n inti...until now i still couldnt find any friends in kl dat we are belong in da same channel.. some friends even said dat ted n me is like living in our own couple world... not dat we dunwan to hangout with friends here..well..sometimes u know..u just dun feel like going out...even staying at home whole day online, playing ps2, or swimming..is much more better then hanging out with whole lots of new friends whom u dunno them really well.. i just feel insecure when i;m meeting new friends..u just dunno what r they going to talk bout u behind ur back..n u dunno how much u really impressed them..n u dun even know how much u can count on them..well, maybe i just need more times for myself to accept these new friends here....=)

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been reading gap's blog.. shitty, it's too long ler.. n u havent updated it for some times...ehehe..
it's mid term week again..arghh..i hate this... i prefer final u know..at least after final u have holidays n u get to go any place u want...but ..mid term..haih..after mid term have a few presentations to present and term papers to pass up..life sucks man...=(
lets see...wed have english 2 midterm..then thursday have human motivation mid term..after this week,..obviously still have loadsa stuff to do..haih..sometimes i just wondering what for studying so much..

movies day~~

i watch "shrek 2" n "da day after tmr" today.. both equally good movie..=p..one is funny, well not really, but still funny to me, and the other one is so touching..heeehee...gosh..i dunno wut to continue..but i have to say dat "da day after tmr" is a must-watch movie..haha..da movie help u to realise loadsa stuff ..after u watched dat movie, there will be loadsa questions appear in ur mind..

instead of writing a few sentence... i think i should write more..like..
plan of the week:hahahahahaa

Monday 1/june: no class today..planning to cook steamboat for everyone
Tuesday 2/june: ish...got class la..maybe i should do revision on human motivation n get
some information for tmr group meeting.
Wednesday 3/june: group meeting..sure have loadsa work to do after dat..=(
Thursday 4/june: should start do some works on the english literature..
Friday 5/june: wanna go genting to celebrate matt n jin's birthday..
Saturday 6/june: should be in genting if nothing goes wrong..heheh..
Sunday 7/june: bangsar sunday market!!

eeee..from the plan can tells dat i'm not a hardworking person...wut i have is pplaying n playing n playing!!

phew~~**

i'm finally here again..after so long..=p.
i wanna continue writing this..but my friends ask me out to mamak in hartamas square...so..laterz!

p/s: ur blog too long la..=p..hard to read

never been here for so long.. quite busy for da past few days..hmmp..not really busy la..just dat lately go swim alot then when i'm back i'll be very tired, so.. lazy to online la...heeee..final is coming er..n my point is i'm not talking about the final exam, when i say final exam is coming dat means holiday is coming too..hehehe.,..cant wait to go holidays with all da new friends here..i;m really looking forward for dat..=p..we wanna go langkawi island, genting highland, thailand.. n of cos my hometown penang..hehehe..i really really cannot tahan dee..so i better go sleep now n dream about it later...=p

50 1st dates, just watched it today.. nice movie.. not too funny, but it's very touching.. i wanna watch along came polly n scooby doo2 tmr or before wed..hehe..i'm going insane dee...siao liao..crazy liao..i dunno wut i;m typing also