the life so far

what i have done so far ever since the day i got back to this evergreen state. seattle is also named as the evergreen state where they explained it in the way that you can always see greens in seattle in every season. seattle is also famous for the washington apple. i remembered mom always buy fuji apple or washington apple. the first starbucks coffee is in seattle too. it's 2 and a half hour drive from seattle to vancouver. ah, why did i talk so much about seattle?

oh ya. i was having diarrhea on 4 consecutive days when i got back to the u of A. I noticed myself was having searious water retention problem when i was back to m'sia. my whole body was bloated, you know like the puffer fish. i felt that my clothes and shoes were smaller in size. i felt terrible. i felt like a balloon even i did not eat much. so the first day when i touched down in LA, i started to have this watery bowel movements. i felt that i have lost waters and salts from my body in that 4 days, and now i feel 'normal' again.

i had minor jetlag as compared to the trip back to m'sia. i worked on the first day i got back here. i woke up like 3 in the morning and could not go back to sleep. so i was basically very very very blur when i was at work. the first day of work was good. i mean, having all the kids coming to me and telling me how much they have missed me. but at the same time, i felt i have lost patient in them. i was blur at chaotic situation, i asked my colleague "perhaps, we should call clear-the-floor?" and she nodded, and i was like "oh.. it's CLEAR THE FLOOR!". aw, i was slow by 10 seconds in everything i did on work that day. i need time to get used to everything again.

i am moving to a new place. i do not have much to say about this, but ya, i am moving to somewhere like 3 blocks away from here. packing and more packing.

i miss home, i miss edwin, i miss friends. the question that i hate to hear the most now is "so what's your plan on your future".

once again, i am standing on a crossroad, praying that there will be a light to lead me the way.