'Closer' by Travis

It's all because of Delvin... This song stuck in my head lo~ This song is making me even more emo... =_+

I've had enough of this parade.
I'm thinking of the words to say.
We open up unfinished parts,
Broken up, it's only love.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Second glance, a second chance.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas

The other day when we were on the way to the city and other states, we saw a lot of banners hanging with "Festival of Light" written on it. One of my friend was curious and said "huh..how come American celebrate Deepavali too"... =_= Then later only we realized that to them Festival of Light is the day when they light up all the Christmas tree and Christmas deco in every town, city, in US.

On the other hand, I have been singing Christmas songs/carols in choir class for this semester. I love singing Christmas songs, thus it makes choir class my favorite subject this semester. =p

Last Christmas, I had a chance to join Edwin & Randall in their school caroling team. I wasn't from their college, but everyone was so nice to me! I had a great time with them, and we got a chance to perform in Lot-10 for every weekend during December. On top of that, the banners and posters with our picture on it were everywhere!! =p

Last Christmas, I had a very very quiet celebration with Anthony and Jason while everyone was back in their hometown. We had a wonderful time together, we shopped, we cooked, we laughed, we talked, and we drank wine without a wine opener!!!


Last Christmas was also my first time with City Harvest. I still remembered I had tears in my eyes when we sang "Angels brought me here". I sent PamSong a message right after that, after all she is the angel that brought me into this big family. =)

This year Christmas gonna be a different one, because I surely have no idea where myself gonna be at. I may be loitering around in the down town selling matches in the cold-snowy-windy night. Dramatic-nya. It doesn't matter where I am gonna be at, I know that I will also be filled with warm loves from my family & friends.

How about you my friends, how are you going to celebrate this year Christmas? Are you going to be alone? or are you going to celebrate with your love ones? Lastly, let me end with this song 'Angels brought me here' by Guy Sebastian.

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

That's it

I have had enough.
You break my heart, again and again.
You told me the least thing you wanna do is to dissapoint me.
In fact, you are breaking my heart each day without realizing it.
I have been very considerate, very quiet in the past,
but now, I want to tell you,
D, I am dissapointed.

Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone)

"Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)"

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbid to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

endless love. amazing grace. I feel it all.
=)

HappY BirtHday Pam~

Yay! It's Pam's birthday, she is now as old as me! =p

Pam pam, hope you love this video clips, sorry for the photos because I do not have a lot of photos of us with me (you know who to blame, that is yourself!!) and also sorry for the voice clip that is too soft...=p

so, now enjoy la!

Road trip + Banquet + Friends!

Walla walla~

I am back from Memphis, Tennesseeee!! I went there for my company's annual banquet. It was so fun, from the first minute when everyone jumped into the car until the very last minute when we reached the dorm!

Before I continue, I have to thank a few people-lor.....Thank you Chloe, HuiLing, Neil, MyPet, Yvonne, Airene, for making this trip so fun! Thank you guys for accompanying me allllllllllll the way to Memphis and hope you guys enjoyed yourself too!

So back to the topic.. We took about 24 hours to drive to Memphis, on the way we passed by a few states: Minnesota (of cos la!), Iowa, Missouri, Illinois, Arkansas, and Tennessee. It was a very very short trip. From Friday noon to Monday Mid-nite. =_=" It's all because of our stupid school, the thanksgiving holidays only will be started on Wednesday!! We all have to rush back for exams and classes. like Duh lor!!

It was so fun and tiring (I know I have mentioned for quite a few times already, but it was really fun ma!). I was so glad that MyPet helped me to drive a lot, I love Airene's laughter, I enjoyed Chloe's singing, I am amazed by how stone Yvonne can be, I was worried that Neil might get bored, and also I was not surprised that HuiLing slept all the way.

Apart from that, I got to meet all my old friends!! Friends!!! I love my friends!!! i love my pet too.

So now, lets the pictures do all the talking part ok!

I love this picture: Airene, Yvonne, MyPet

Wynx's face is nice to cubit..

Wynx, ming, Mr & Mrs. Batman

Our Summer Gang

When Shuai-ge No. Zero meets Shuai-ge No. 1

MyPet, Yvonne, Airene, ming, KoFen-the manager

airene.chloe.yvonne.mypet.ming.evelyn.gary

ming. MyPet

When I look at this picture, I only realized that we have both changed so much since high school. =_=

MyPet.airene.yvonne.chloe.huiling.ming.neil.wynx.gary.

oh. i'm the lucky one. wynx.me.waikeong

ming. shuai-ge No.2

ok. enough. lazy-liao. till then. toodles.

......

Dear friend,

I hope you are feeling better now. I may not fully understand how do you feel, but I am always be here to be your rubbish bin. Stop winding or else you will be like my mom. Maybe slightly better than her. Hee! Whatever it is, you will always be the super model in my heart. (:

A.H.A.S.

Dear 'to whom it may concern',

I wasn't feeling great for the past weekend. Many of you said I was probably having PMS (Premenstrual Syndrome), as I wasn't look happy as usual. However, I did not think that it was because of PMS. I figured it out today, I was having AHAS. AHAS is After Handling up Assignment Syndrome. I know that I did very bad for the research lab literature review. It is the worst paper I have ever written in my whole college life. =( sigh. How la? I think I am still having AHAS until today. =( whatever la.

So, where should I go?

In about 5 weeks time I am going to be kicked out from the dorm, and I will be a homeless girl then. I don't know where should I go, I don't know where should I start my career. Portland would be a nice place, as I can stay with my aunt and cousins, and my parents would not be so worried about me. I'd loved to go to Chicago with my pet and Yvonne, but the living fees in Chicago is something I should take into consideration. Atlanta, another big city with CNN headquarter and Coca-cola museum. Obviously I am not attracted by that. It is just simply because I love the city and my super duper nice-kind-hearted ex-manager is there! And California, who don't love California?? Big city with lots of opportunities, hmm... Or Minneapolis? Considering I have been there for so many times. =_= Well, I don't know how-la. In the end, I think I will stuck in Bemidji, this dead town, forever.

Happy Birthday!

I figured out this is the cheapest way to say Happy Birthday. (:

To:

Teddo (10th): My wish for you is to get a job soon! kita work hard bersama-sama ok? I don't think there is a problem or us to impress the employers! =p

Sung (12th): Sung Sung Sung Sung Sung! I am gonna see you on Banquet this weekend! Miss U!

Nat (15th): Hope that you will be as adorable as Hello Kitty forever!

Pam (21st): I miss my Onneh! I shall sing you the phooi phooi song and send it to you too. luv U!

Vjian (23rd): Now you know why la! Ish!! Have fun in Seattle! Hate you!

我的宠物, my pets

我的宠物给我买了三只宠物。。。

我的宠物是巨“吴“霸大猩猩。。。
它给我买了一只猴子，一只青蛙，一只狗狗。。。


cute or not?

Do you know why I do not sleep well everyday? Because I have to sleep with all my pets.
=_=

我的下雪天。。。

凌晨四点钟起了一个大早， 望着电脑发呆，头脑还没清醒，心里却想着你。。。
冲了一个冷水澡， 把自己从迷迷糊糊之中冲醒。。。
望着窗外，外面竟然正下着一场大雪。。。


心里好开心也好悲伤。。。
开心的是自己喜欢下雪的感觉。。。
悲伤的是即将要离开， 不知还有几个下雪天在这。。。
曾经觉得在这的日子很孤单。。。
如今却有种种的不舍。。。
不舍得的是这里的朋友，这里的天气，这里的风景，这里的空气。。。
更不舍的是当学生的日子。。。
再过几周， 即将开始新的旅程。。。
期盼亦担心。。。
期盼着新的开始。。。
担心着那渺茫的未来， 不知何去何从。。。

***

我在想，爱是不是不开口才珍贵。。。
这几天，天气都好冷好冷。。。
在街上走着，看见很多依偎在男生怀里的女生。。。
好妒嫉也好庆幸。。。
妒嫉的是心里想念的他永远都不在我身边。。。
庆幸的是他不在我身边就少了那一份依赖。。。
习惯性的依赖曾经把我从天堂扔进深渊里。。。
如今它却让我成长了很多。。。

***

知道你最近很忙。。。
不过还死赖着你。。。
其实也没什么。。。
只想听听那久违的声音。。。
来平复我对你的思念。。。