i wanna leave this place..this heart-break apartment...one month to go...aiyks...been dreaming going to states since i was a kid..shouldnt be here since last 1 year..becos of dat stupid never-ending financial problem..god should throw some money for me...just not to waste such talented person like me...=p..sometimes when i see those rich kids dat never appreciate the money given by their parents, how i wished their money just give it to me..=p..aiyks..i wanna go iowa state uni..or nebraska...i dunno..but i prefer iowa...if i have enough money..i wanna go big city...like california..florida...n of cos new york..=p..there;re a lot a lot of stuff i'm gonna do when i'm in states..hehe..too many stuff to experience..too many stuff dat i wanted to do.. i wanna travel around, meet new ppl, wal-mart shopping, beaches, white guys..black guys..muahaha.......

anyway..gonna have four months holiday before going off...i'm not too sure wut to do yet..definitely gonna meet up those good old friends first..i wanna go for language class..but i dunno which one to continue...japanese or french..or maybe spanish..=(..tough decision..i wanna work too..dunno who wanna hire me..hehe..i wan good pay..n no need to stand too long one..ahaha..in these 4 months..i wanna eat all good foods in penang...n i wanna slim down..haha..me n ted are challenging each other..he have to gain muscle..then i have loose weight..woohoo..nice deal..isnt it?

Sean-meeng just called...coming to kl tomorrow..hopefully chowlih will be coming too!! then we can sleep together..hehe..we gonna have fun i guess..=p