i was so tired yesterday..went to one-utama for lunch at kfc with ted n gap..n we watched initial d after lunch..not bad not bad,,.quite funny er..then we went to pudu n kl sentral to get bus tickets, n then headed to auntie kath house...wooo..i love the dog..so so so cute...n chat with auntie kath n we surely learned a lot of stuff from her...n the carrot cake from her is really really really really really nice..i guess i finish half of it..=p...then later went back to gap house..ted n gap were playing biting game, siao one, must be very pain..haha..dinner with uncle n we went to one utama to catch another movie which was war of the worlds..n it's suck..i guess i was almost fall asleep at some points..haha..the only thing i like is tom cruise..yea..dats all..=p..today..fetch gap to pudu, he is going back..aww..hopefully he is coming back next week again..haha..watch "unleashed" with ted n i fell asleep again..i'm so tired lately..i dunno why..must be dun have enough of sleepz..then went tp midvalley to get some food for genting tmr..seriously, genting food is so expensive, so have to buy cup noodles..hehe..then fetch sean meeng..gonna watch football laterz..so..till then!

*sob sob*..bye bye GeTz..this morning was da last time i get to drive as ted's brother wanna exchange car with him..too bad..i dunno how to drive this manual bmw..ish...wutever la, gonna back to penang soon afterall..hehe..ted had a presentation today n he scored a perfect ten..dang..he is always dat smart (only if he wanted to)..=p..neway..me, gap n ted went out today..gap wanna get his new visa n we waited for him in da menara tan n tan..haha..then we headed to Klcc to meet up auntie kat..she is such a pretty girl, nice n friendly as well..smart too i guess..=p..she treated us "lunch" at mdm. kwan..damn..this is a nice one..really..i was damn damn damn full...da nasi lemak taste like heaven..da curry fish head is damn big..haha..of cos we cannot finish everything..arghh..so nice so nice..*sweet*..we had our lunch until 6 in the evening? yea..we were there for quite long..later we went for window shopping as gap wanna get something for his sis n cousiez birthdays...oh yea..da parking fees was freaking expensive..9.50..alamak..=p..wanted to go to hartamas but gap said he is sleepy..so..i guess we are meeting up tmr again..=p

yesterday n today were so great..had lots of fun with ted's family..his family is always da best..da lamest jokes, da ultimate jokes, aiyks, wutever la, they are funny all da time..too bad i'm not part of their family anymore, but we are cool about it...they r still welcome me as much as they used to be i guess...*not shy*..haha..neway, we went to ikea, seemed dat whoever dat been to ikea will fall in love with dat place..haha...i ate a lot these two days...yea.. damn a lot..i'm damn full now..becos of dat steamboat...hehe..oh yea..gap is in Kl again..woohoo..which means dat i wont be bored for this entire week!! great..everything was so great!!

i dunno..today..kinda weird...sleepy all da time..like no direction..miserable..worthless..pointless..useless..suddenly i feel like i'm da spoilt brat in the family..people studying here..but i'm like doing nothing here..grrrr...sometimes..when one person got nothing to do or too free, he/she tends to think too much..like me at this moment..haha..i guess i just need friends.. a lot a lot of friends around me..gosh..i miss everyone so much...hmm..nevermind one more week..i will have all my friends with me..hehe..cant wait to meet everyone...yeahooo...hmm..missing those bbq times...aiyks..i wanna go back to penang!!! penang is always da best..i guess everyone will agree with this...hehe

nothing much happen today..class at 10..but i went at 12 with G..haha..we were late..as usual..=p.. so sienz with da project..anyway..i woke up at 9:30 today n i finished 2 pages in one hour..not a bad progress..muahaha..self-praising..*not shy*..after class do some reading..oops..its magazine..not text book..haha..had a short nap..then watch tv..really nothing much happen today..such a boring day..=(

*aiyks*..my friends went back to penang dee..hehe..it;s only half day and i miss them already..=p..i miss da doggie in gap house...so cute er them..big but cute..at least they dun bite me..been to many places these few days...genting..bukit tinggi..furniture shops(haha)..spent 90 minutes in midvalley car park with gap..haha..erm..petaling street..hartamas..kl town..ikea..one utama..oops..a lot of places too...aiyks..i wanna go out with them again..it seems so fun to hang around with them..lots of laughter..keke..but tired though...=p

i'm back!!.. had lots of fun for da past 2 days with gap, wei yong, altui tan n wife, ah wee n wife..haha..went to a lot of places n definitely had lots of fun too..=p..i'll write bout it tomorrow..too tired for this for da moment..=p

ahh..so happy today...my bestest friend finally is here in KL...=p..gap n altui tan finally came here to look for me..yea..look for me only..muahaha..*perasan*.. lots of fun today..we went to one utama..gap, altui tan n wife went for rock climbing demo..too bad i didnt join them..i really want to..cos it looks fun..=p...so so happy...cos its been some times since we last met..maybe 2 years? yea..=(...hehe..after one utama we went for dinner with gap's dad..nice one..really nice..i was so full..=p...thanks uncle..it;s really really nice...=p..cant wait for tmr to go out with them again!!
anyway, today when i check my friendster, my energy meter for Libra, it;s full again..haha..life these days been really good though..=p..i cannot deny dat..

see wut is written there...*ngek ngek*.. 

my energy meter for today..full again!!! 

nice one..i wanna have one pic like dat for myself too..*dreaming*..=p 

can u guys see dat? da energy meter..all full..such a good day for today..*kekeke*,..as if i believe dat.. 

wanted to wake up at 8 to finish my project,..yup..as usual..i woke up at 11 plus..haha..*shy*..haih..i dun have inspiration to finish up my second project..its gonna be suxx..u know wut..i've got a new pet..it's a bitch..yup..haha..bitch..=p..i dunwan to be mean..but its so true..*argh*..today is wednesday...haiyo..how many days do i still have to wait for altui tan them? haih...i wanna go out..so badly..=p..ish ish..i learn a lesson today..hmmp..dun ever try to show off..cos u dunno wut gonna happen on u one day.. we better be humble and modest...*hehe*

i found out something...there's a doggie following ppl around here..*woof woof*..aiyks..nothing much happen today..i'm ok already..i;m not sick anymore..hehe..i'm waiting for gap, altui tan to come to visit me..hehe..aiyks..friday..so long still...this semester i'm so so so free..if i can finish my project by this week..basically i will be damn free for another month or so..haha..been thinking where to go during end of the semester...hehe..cant wait for elaine n willett to come..so we can go out together with pammy...*hehe*..fun man...=p...but u guys better not ppk me..ok?=p

jeng jeng jeng,..i'm sick..haha..last nite when i was talking on fon i thought dat i was hungry then...later when i hung up da fon i realised dat i got gastric..ouch..da stomach so so pain..u know blender? yea..my stomach is like da blender...keep on processing n blending..haha..this morning i cooked porridge and i ate it with seaweed paste...n i vomit..so gross..eew...so yucks...haha..but taste nice i guess..=p...been feeling dizzy whole day but i guess i'm much more better now..yea..i'm ok la...hehe..huiling's porridge is really really nice woe...so many friends dat care for me i should have learn to take care of myself better..yea...hehe..i wont make you guys worry ok? =p

today was so...dead..sien until i wanna cry dee...suz drop me in sungei wang...went there to get a few dvd n magazines..then back to this boring place..aiyks...met a stupid lousy taxi driver..i dun look like a malay girl ok UNCLE...damn...aiyks..which part of me look like a malay girl...aiyoo...spoil my day only...i had my brunch at 6...dats da time when my housemates asked me out to makan..muahaha...hungry until wanna die dee...aiyks..dat nasi lemak ayam damn nice er...n da mango juice...giant size one...yummy yummy..but i cannot finish it..=(

missing those times...back in inti.. 

i love muh lips...so much..*muacks* 

i woke up at 11 today..yea..i know..i'm piggy ler..hehe..slept at 4 last nite..crapping with sean again..haha..i guess we both dunno wut we were talking about all the time...its interesting when two tak tahu malu people talking to each other..haha..woke up...had lunch...lazying around..cleaning up my room..basically just dump all da text books and notes inside a box so dat someone will help me bring back to penang later...aiyks..i got lots of stuff ler...a lot of rubbish also...i dunno how am i going to bring these stuff back to penang... anyway..things go well today..kind of la..i listened to lots of music..from linkin park to michael bluble...muahaha..not bad huh... took a lot of tak tahu malu pictures alone...i realised dat i got nice long silky black hair with a bit cacat highlights...hahaha...i read too..i read...psychology reference book..muahaha..i think i've gone crazy...nah..i just want to make sure i still remember everything...and of cos..i remember not much of it...so sad..haha

i'm so tired...really tired...*peace*

i really dun love shopping anymore..how sad is it...

*aiyks*...my brain gonna black out soon...so tired..so sick..my stomach...aiyks..keep on processing...it;s not about lao-sai-ing thing now..its just ..arghh...pain..inside me..muahaha..not fun ok..dizzy+stomach pain pain+tired+blur+sap ha sap ha+stim = me..
no strength to type dee..till then..=)

today was so slow...so slow..like tortoise only..=p..went out with suzanne today..you are so sweet..for having lunch with me..haha...i was really really hungry though..we went to bangsar village and we had asam laksa in laksa shack...oh my god...i think its becos i was too hungry n i straight away eat laksa.., and..me stomach is damn pain rite now...i lao sai so many times today..after da laksa..i vomit just now...*ngek ngek*..gonna slim down then..but i really dun feel well la..haiya...

KACHUAK!!..hehe..thanks for accompanying me for whole day woe..although u were not here with me..thought dat you will come to Kl with sean meeng..aiyks..so so disappointed...=p..nvm la..at least..you talked to me for whole day..aiyks..how can you tahan for sitting in front of your comp for whole day ar? amazing..haha..me too actually...blek~...anyway..kachuak..just to tell you dat...think about it ok..its better think about it right now than regret later...rite? =)..just take your time la..

Nothing much happen today..quite a boring day...i'm so lazy lazy lazy....some one pls help me..haha..dunno wuts wrong with my gold fish..there are something green green on their heads..are they sick? hmm..i dunno...*stupid owner*...

I;m so sleepy...i only slept for 4 hours last nite..thanks to stupid sean..we were crapping all the nite..thanks for listening to me woe..anyway..i wont forget the city bayview free voucher from you one...=p

i wanna leave this place..this heart-break apartment...one month to go...aiyks...been dreaming going to states since i was a kid..shouldnt be here since last 1 year..becos of dat stupid never-ending financial problem..god should throw some money for me...just not to waste such talented person like me...=p..sometimes when i see those rich kids dat never appreciate the money given by their parents, how i wished their money just give it to me..=p..aiyks..i wanna go iowa state uni..or nebraska...i dunno..but i prefer iowa...if i have enough money..i wanna go big city...like california..florida...n of cos new york..=p..there;re a lot a lot of stuff i'm gonna do when i'm in states..hehe..too many stuff to experience..too many stuff dat i wanted to do.. i wanna travel around, meet new ppl, wal-mart shopping, beaches, white guys..black guys..muahaha.......

anyway..gonna have four months holiday before going off...i'm not too sure wut to do yet..definitely gonna meet up those good old friends first..i wanna go for language class..but i dunno which one to continue...japanese or french..or maybe spanish..=(..tough decision..i wanna work too..dunno who wanna hire me..hehe..i wan good pay..n no need to stand too long one..ahaha..in these 4 months..i wanna eat all good foods in penang...n i wanna slim down..haha..me n ted are challenging each other..he have to gain muscle..then i have loose weight..woohoo..nice deal..isnt it?

Sean-meeng just called...coming to kl tomorrow..hopefully chowlih will be coming too!! then we can sleep together..hehe..we gonna have fun i guess..=p

french vanilla is really really nice...*muacks*....this afternoon was the first time i had one solid lunch after so many days...hehe..i cook macaroni and cheese with steamed broccoli...erm..taste ok only lo..cos i not dare to put too much butter n cheese..*fat fat*..hehe..aiyks..my comp kena spyware..=( ..i dunno how to repair it..so i reformat my whole comp..damn..i just downloaded a movie yesterday..now i have to re-download again..so sad..!!

i looked tru my f5 autograph just now...n i found this...from gap.."It takes minute to find a friend, an hour to find a good one but it takes one lifetime to find a friend like you." i guess it takes some times to realise da friend beside you is a betrayer too...=p

woohoo...i went to Ikea today..lots of new stuff..so cute..so nice...irresistable...too bad i;ve lost interest in shopping.. i dun really like shopping anymore..i see stuff i really like but i can totally ignore them..=(..walking alone in a shopping mall..observe things around..not too bad also...
went to Ikano then...i bought two gold fish...they are so cute!!! its only two bucks for one..hehe..hope dat they dun die fast..at least accompany me for one month..haha...went to lecka-lecka...n bought 500g of galeto....french vanilla is damn nice!!!..i never thought dat i will like vanilla dat much..haha...i chose two flavors..another flavor is my all time favorite..hehe..which is carribean mix...sweet..so sweet...hehe...

The guy who loves you, always tells you not tothink too much, because they already plans it foryou, he wants to give you the best life in the future,he wants to give you a suprise, believe him that hecan do it.

The guy who really loves you, will feel that,sometimes, something had to be told for only once,because he thought that you might had alreadyunderstand him, if talk so much, he will feel thatthere's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you, don't like little toys liketeddy bears, but he will always put the bear yougave himbeside his bed.

so happy but now so lonely...

Day started a lil bit fast today..no no no..it's i didnt really sleep at all..thanks to gap..woke me up in da middle of the night n let me saw things dat i dunwan to see..so bad..middle of the night talking bout going to taman negara..WUT?? tok to me bout taman negara n genting at this period of time? ahh..me heart so pain!! =(..anyway..gap..hmm..i know u guys wan me to relax myself..thanks alot..maybe i'll think about it later..but definitely not now..hehe..sorry if i sound a little bit harsh last nite, i didnt meant dat..=)

anyway..this morning went really well..aww..so sweet..n afternoon too..i had a short nap just now..but da weather is so hot today..kinda hard to sleep...well..just hope dat things gonna go well later...=)..

the picture of them it's so not right..i mean..they are so different..so different...but nothing within my control now..=)

*had papaya bath today...and..swim during rain...it's always feel so good after doing these two things..
*trying to pick up da pieces of my broken heart
*no one around can be trusted..so sad!!
*people always making up untrue things to hurt you..so bad!!
*how i wish all my friends were here in da same time...
*i'm so lonely...so lonely...

You may win him as a person...but you may not win his heart....

:::everyone think that you're not that bad afterall..why you wanna make yourself look bad..why do you have to be so mean..?:::

nEw wIsh liSt..

::hope dat this one month will end soon::

::go back to penang::

::watch cinderella man & Mr. n Mrs. Smith::

::have fun in kl for da last few days in kl::

::late-nite mamak or burger king::

::wake up!wake up! not only me..but the ppl around too::

Lonely I'm Ms Lonely,I have nobody,For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Ms. LonelyI have nobody,
For my own, I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good guy whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day he cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my boy wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for him I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my boy left me, my whole life came crashin

Cant belive I hadda boy like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good boy and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life

boy I'm so lonely , I'm Ms. Lonely, I have nobody,To call my own boy

Been all about the world ain't neva met a guy that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the guy of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing boy andCome on home ,baby boy I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely, I'm Ms. Lonely , I have nobody , To call my own

Willett:" Anyway, today I heard a bad news from ming....it is now confirmed. Both of them are officially done case!!! Anyone out there....if you see this, Eng Ming is now SINGLE!!! Grab while you can...... this is once in the lifetime opportunity!!! (too bad that I already have, if not...hehe...I will queue up too man..). "

p/s: nice thought of you willett..hehe..anyway..i'm not looking for a new one..=)..single rocks!..haha..you should be glad u have elaine..ooo..wut a loving couple you guys r..hehe

Just because two people argue, it does not mean they don`t love each other and just because they don`t argue, it does not mean they love each other~ Annonymus

Thought of the moment:- i'm all grown up..and theres no looking back now..=)