hApPy eNding..

hApPy eNding..
the fairy tales stop here...a new life begin from here...
i'm glad dat a decision is finally made...me n ted are now friends.. some friends of mine might be happy with this decision, some may be not...anyway..sorry to let you guys down..especially willett n elaine..i didnt keep on holding on to this relationship..but i never gave up for all these while...i guess its time to decide and move on... i dunwan to hurt each other so much in the end of this relationship, may da best leave for each of us..deep inside our heart, we know the truth, we are lying to ourself all these time..perhaps now we are still..but if we really meant for each other, i believe in miracle dat one day we will meet again..i feel so relieve and i guess i will finally smile again without faking it...life is so beautiful when we are true to our heart, like wut ppl said, if you have a beautiful heart, what you are seeing will be beautiful too...woohoo...actually i'm kinda happy with this decision..i'm single again..i can do wutever i wan...i'm sick of sticking with ted 24/7 n we both certainly didnt like it at all..i believe we will be really good friends like we always be...hehe..i really missed those times back in inti, everyone is single n we are always go out n 'siao' together..haha..no burden..no worries...at all.. but i believe in a certain phase of life or time frame of life, things change and people change, we gotta deal with it as it comes along..i'm happy dat this morning will be da very last time i cry, i'm sick of crying..eew...never liked dat b4..hehe..i missed my friends..i missed hanging out with friends...i missed cooking porridge with friends...i missed half an hour bathing...i missed bbq with friends...n i missed going out late at nite to mamak or beach!! i'm not regret doing anything as ted had given me the best all these while..no complaint..except this shit...hehe..anyway..i really hope he enjoy himself as much as i enjoy myself in this relationship..last nite was da best memory dat u'd given me..hehe...i dun hate anyone..ted knows this better than anyone else...i just cant make myself hate u..i tried..but i cant..damn...haha...anyway..ted.. be true to yourself..u know wut i'm saying...you yourself know better than anyone else wut you want...dun shatter off your dreams...hehe...phew~...i wanna take deep breath n shout..."it's a happy ending.."!!...=)