Sunday, November 28, 2004

TIRED

haih..i'm so tired....tomorrow will be the first day of the final exam...haih..i just finished doing my literature review n self management project....i havent started studying french yet.....and the subject gonna be tested is french..=(..i'm hopeless...die die die......i'm so tired by the way...how am i going to continue studying.....?????

Saturday, November 27, 2004


hehe..playing with ted's phone,....ahh..but da quality of the photo blur blur one... Posted by Hello

Friday, November 26, 2004

love...

Love is not alwiz easy, but there's nothing greater. When u r in love with someone, it doesn't mean that you r perfect in any way. We will always have our differences, but love encourages us not to despair. Being in love doesnt mean dat we wont hurt each other, but that is because sometimes we tend to hurt the ones we love the most for granted. It doesnt mean dat we will always think alike, even though we do. but wut loves mean is dat we will be by each other side no matter wut the circumtances is. love is worth the price of pain and hapiness, it may always not be easy, but there's nothing greater than love.

sweet sweet smile..~ Posted by Hello

Thursday, November 25, 2004

...

Life is boring....it wont be fun when u still have aliterature review paper n a self management paper to write n hand it up on da same day with ur final exam paper...tell me wut to do....=(

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

finally i realised dat i gotta be more hardworking....especially during this final exam week...but...*sigh*...i'm still lack of motivation....i dunno wuts wrong with myself la..sometimes i'm very alert on doing something, but it wont last long..n it never last long...else for da relationship of ted n me (hopefully it will last very very long until the day i die..haha..)..haiya...i need alot alot alot alot of motivation in order to do something la...i need someone or something push me very very very hard then i only will have da "will" to finish something...i'm so useless la..sometimes i really do think so... hehehe... i hope dat i will have a friend like doraemon so he can always be there to help me...hahaha....ahh..dunno la..so confusing..i dunwan to be free n i dunwan to be busy also....haha...if i'm too free ar...da ppl around me die la...i'll kacau them until they surrender...hahaha...dat's ming power...=p...if i am really busy....hehe..u better dun come near me..i'll scare u away...dat's also ming power....hahahaha....dunwan to crap dee..better go study...becos today i have da "mood" to study..better dun break da mood...hehehe

Saturday, November 20, 2004

bf n gf

when girls or boys look for their desire partners, they wished to have someone who will be loyal to them, love them, care for them, be there for them. nowadays, i realised something dat, people r so selfish.. they want their gf or bf loyal to them, but did they really do the samething on their partners? at least, most of the ppl around me, they dont...so sad...( but some r really really loyal to their bf/gf)...i dunno..hmmp..i just dun like ppl betray their love one...if you dunwan to commit into one relationship then u just dun promise ur love one wut u will do...to me..these betrayers r so irresponsible...these ppl are just hurting their love one without realising it...well..i really cant stand this kind of behavior...anyway..this is only my point of view..hehe...well..i mean, dont we have to love our gf/bf as much as possible, try our best not to hurt them? dun just give urself lame excuses such as u r lonely when they r not around (for long distance relationship) or u guys just not "click"...if you already knew u guys r not meant to be together or dun share the same personality then dun mess around with da girl/boy la..gosh..i really cannot stand it....hehee..=p...i wrote this is becos lately, so many ppl around me or around my friends r acting these way...shit man...
*once again..this is only my point of view*......

Friday, November 19, 2004

I am God...

Why am i calling myself god?...ehhhe...there must be a reason...well...i finished doing one psychology lab report and one couselling case study in one night...erm..from 10p.m to 6:30a.m...woohoo..not bad huh..people use weeks to study their past research but i use..erm..*kind of shy to say it out..*.... 1++ hour to read everything..ahem ahem..proud of myself...well..i'm not sure da final result will be good or wut..but i'm confident to tell u dat i'm not confident whether i can get good grades for dat or not...muahaha..sounds funny huh...dats da way i cheer up myself...ngek ngek....actually i'm not proud of myself on doing that u know..i mean finish assignment in last minute...this is a reappy really bad habit...friends who r reading my blog....dun learn from me.. =p .. well...well...well...the truth is..before da night..i'm kinda worry dat i cannot finish my work..nope...it's really really worried...eventhough i always look like happy happy and nothing big deal..but deep down inside my heart...i'm really really worried...haha...i really dun understand myself...sometimes, not dat i wan to be a procrastinater, believe i really want to prepare my works earlier before da due date, just dat i dun have "ohm" or inspiration to write anything on my paper....but...during the last day before da due date of the assignment...da idea..da insparations just suddenly bombard my brain...eeerrr...kind of strange yea...and during dat time is da best time for me to finish up my work...."yeah...i'm dat....*cool*..."...haha..

hmmp..sleep at 6:30 in the morning and i woke up at 12 noon... went to class then to hand up my both assignments...i'm so so damn lucky dat today it;s not our group to present the french sketch...if not i'm gonna die la..i just cant imagine myself doing so much things in just a lil time... lepak-ing in the college...seeing everyone busy preparing for their drama enactment today... i'm really really interested to go have a look on their play..especially valarie group..cos he is dancing man...haha...but before dat have to go to research method n french class..well, lately, i mean these few days, all da lecturers seem not having a really nice mood...even da students too...everyone have loadsa work to do n da lecturers eventually have loadsa assignments to go tru too...hehe..so better dun piss them off...especially dat miss lady winnie cheong..haha...basically i like her la...but sometimes i feel dat she is really really bitchy...dunno whether should like or hate her...quite confuse bout her personality...ahh...dun care bout dat....so after class right away went to see their drama thingy... dat "dean" and "jac" group consider not bad la..i mean good also..haha...the script r funny n their acting is quite ok...hehehe..the group i prefer the most is valarie group...gosh....rachel is really a good actress man...she is really really really good....hehehe...by the time i wanna go back to apartment i only realize dat it was already 9 o'clock...it's nite...hmmp...quite worry dat we cannot get taxi...but..erm..without hue yeen there...sure we can get one taxi....haha..yea..i mean..erm..everytime when she is with us..we sure cannot get a taxi..just wondering why...muahaha....
my hand kinda tired ade...hehe....will keep on wrting n writing bout my daily life on tmr..da next day..n always...( well, i said this a lot of times d...but...everytime also end up...few weeks write once..hahaha..)...well..we will see....