i'm loving jose sway n elliot's voice..

american idol finalist-chris has dat kind of charisma dat attracted me..

i love gap for the determination that he hasfor his future..
i love andrew becos he is so..erm..naive..hahahahaaaa...beh chim poh..
i love wei yong for the sexiness he have..muahaha...
i love willett...for..er..cant think of one rite now..=p
i love rishant..for being so 'simple' at all da time..haha

i love ted..for being ted all da time..=p

***i love all da girls for being my girls' friends...hahaha..lame..

allooozz fren..i'm back after chinese new year n valentines day holidayz..
nothing much happen on chinese new year, pretty sienz, else from going out with a few friends, visiting relatives, ted huz warming, aiya, really nothing much la..

This picture was taken with aunty during ted's huz warming on chinese new year.. aunty got this really nice red color blouse..*hehe*..n i get them this... nice huh? its a fake-bonsai dat looks like dinasour..haha

oh yea.. went to red box with work mates during cny too n had lotsa fun there n sang a lot a lot too..*haha*..
For the past 2 months i've been helping my uncle in his restaurant while waiting for my internship, work like hell n of cos got pay la..i started working with my uncle right after the day ted went to states, amazing, i dunno how i did dat..=p..haha..here are 2 of my work-mates.. picture taken during our working hours in the restaurant..anyway, for friends who are in penang dun forget to visit me in Young Heart Restaurant, the environment is really good n comfy too.. =p
Before chinese new year my uncle got me a toy poodle as a gift for dunno wut reason, maybe he afraid dat i;ll be missing ted too much so he bought me a pet..*haha*.. he is really really cute n is now 3 months old.. i spent a lot on him though..=(

I had loadsa fun during valentines day..woke up early in the morning to talk on fon with tek tek n then baked a chocolate cake to bring to shop to share with friends. we had a small valentines party in shop during break time, dun have much food though, we ordered pizza n i cooked spaghetti.. i dunno wut valentines day gift to get myself with ted's angpow..walking around in gurney plaza n in the end went home with empty hand.. aiya.. the day after valentines day i was really pissed off with fed ex service.. got to know from ted dat he received a wrong package.. his package been exchanged with a singaporean guy..my gosh!! i'm really afraid my stuff for him will kena curi by the singaporean..=( i was really really upset for the delay of the delivery.. was crying at nite for this stupid thing..*haha*..the next day ted asked me to tell da fedex guy to claim for the delay..as wut had ted taught me, i told da guy dat the package supposed to be a valentines day gift n now he have to wait for another week n becos of this we both r really unhappy bout it.. then later on the fedex guy called back n promised to give this shipment for free, but i gotta wait for one month to get the money back..wut the hell..=(..aiya, but better than none hor... haiya..i guess next time have to consider company like ups n dhl..grrr...

*haiya*....its late at nite n i started to miss this guy la..

time for me to go n lastly, to all muh friends..happy valentines day.. n for those who still owing me a lot a lot of pictures,..wei...quickly send to me la...aiyo..*hint,,,ah pam ar!! =p

Gong Xi Fa Cai..Happy Chinese New Year, n where;s my angpow huh?

Loadsa things happen in this new year.

I have a new puppy, it's a toy poodle, n we call him baby..
I'm still the Ming that you guys know..
I have lots of fun during new year by getting lots of angpows, meeting up frens..

*haha*.. am i crapping or wut?

ok..its late at nite.. i feel a bit dizzy..

I;m missing everyone.. especially you..

muacks to everyone..happy chinese new year...

a great year ahead.

nite baby..

=)

I seldom blog nowadays..cos i have a new pal, my sketch book. Every single thoughts of mine have been keeping inside the book.

neway..i hope one of my friends read this..

i dunno why n i still really dunno why..i didnt pick up ur call n i didnt even reply to ur call and to ur messages. its been a while since we last met n chat, to be honest, i do miss you n do miss the times dat we have spent together.. but i really dunno whats make us, or perhaps only me, that lost contact. haiya! i guess you left for states during thursday..i dun even have a chance to say good bye..i dunno wut kinda friend i am..so sad.. once we were so close n now..aiya... missing those times in kl..=( .. well.. i hope its not too late to wish u all da best..gotta take good care of urself in states k afterall u r a small little girl..hehe..i guess u r going to towson university or something like dat..good luck girl..all da best ya..=)

your phone calls have been brighten up my days, and have helped me to heal my tiredness...hahaha...=p

aiya..i'm back.. been really really busy lately.. n have not been going out with friends...soree kachuak i was in kl when u were free...n didnt even reply to all my friends messages..soree...i have my own reason er.. cos ar..you see.. i dun have time..ok..this is not an excuse... the second excuse is..i havent reload my maxis phone for very long...n not been charging my phone as well.. i have been using my digi phone lately.. cos its cheaper to me rite now.... if wanna know da number msg me la...

er..its finally year of 2006...dunno how my life will be like in this year..just pray dat everything going smoothly...lead a healthy life... n wealthy life too..=p oh yea...to all my friends..belated merry xmas n happy new year..wishing u guys all da best in wutever u guys r doing.. n thanks for all da xmas n new year messages..i'm really really happy when i know dat i'm still on you guys fon list..=p

All da best guys! be happy n everything will be great i guess? hehe... have fun n enjoy wutever u r doing...most of my friends already working n i;m still studying...aiya =( nvm nv,...at least i still can enjoy study life..=p blek!

It's been a while. Finally I've got some spare times to come here to write a few words. When I come to blogger, usually is the time that I feel exceptionally lonely. I have been waiting for today to come for so long. It's here, finally. I don't know, but I really have this mix feeling. I'm really excited but in the mean time I'm so so sad of seeing him leaving. Everyone was expecting me to cry at the airport, well, at least I expected myself would be so, but afterall I didn't. I don't know why, I am that kind of weird person you can say, when Gap left Penang for Canada, I was feeling so hard to have him to go as he is one of the best friend that I could ever asked for, and yet I didn't cry. When grandma passed away last year I was really really upset too as she always so so sayang me, and too I didn't cry. *haiya*... How I wished you could be here right now. By having your company for the past few weeks, it's making me missing you more. *sigh*..What to do, What to do?

I used to think that life is never fair. Sometimes, the amount of efforts you put in might not get you the result that you are looking for or you may even have the thoughts that it could be effortless. Today I realised that I was wrong. Life is not that unfair that we may seem as it is, we just have to learn to balance it some where. Or you can even say that life's fair, it is just the way how you seeing things. I admit that for most of the times I take things for granted. But i swear this only happen on the person I love, or else I just don't care. *aiyks* I guess I really have to learn to overcome this, well maybe I will just make this as one of my new year resolutions. *ngek ngek* Good idea.. *hehe*

A brand new year will be here in 2 days time. Frankly speaking I am still wondering what to do in the coming year...ahh..that's me..lazy ming..=p

Yay Yay! last subject of final at 3pm later... and I can go back to penang after dat...yahoo! although its kinda rush, I'm happy!! I miss penang, it's only a week plus plus but i'm already missing missing dat place...*haha*.. gonna reach penang kinda late tonite..but still got someone wanna date me!! ahaha.. these all ghost of gambling..cant wait for me to go back to play big2 n mahjong..*ming shakes head*..naughty naughty... tomorrow gonna be great too..cos gotta go shopping for pam's pressie, the other day i went to midvalley just to look for her gift n lime green shirt...in the end i didnt get her anything but i bought a lot of stuff for myself..muahaha..anyway..tmr gonna be great cos we can go pammy's birthday with everyone wearing clothes in lime green n black color. =p..we all will look...er....weird..i guess..*haha* I cant wait to see everyone..!! I'll meet up chowlih also..in one of these day..to teach her how to bake cake..muahaha..she really tot i can bake cake..nvm..we will try... then elaine n willett..nono..i miss gerron more...then..weiyong n new gf...then stupid andrew beh chimpoh...then yea..ah lik..we will wait for u to complete ur thesis n come back to pg..=p ..then who else..mona, nana, nino, n...aiyo....Puh-leeeennnn-ty la..plenty i mean...=p anyway..before i chiao...Happy Holidays everyone..*hehe*..may u guys have lots of lots of fun no matter u r having winter holidays, or summer holidays,or semester holidays, or year-end holidays..or wutever la..=p..just have fun in wherever u r..

p/s: elaine...2 weeks are not enough for u to enjoy all da penang food la..=p

The list of the songs in my play list lately:
1. Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
2. Have a nice day - Bon Jovi
3. Angels n Devils - The Click Five
4. Just the girl - The Click Five
5. Photograph - Nickelback
6. Fa Ru Xue - Jay Chow
7. Hei Se Mau Yi - Jay Chow
8. Hao Ren You Hao Bao - She
9. Tien Hui - She
10. Xie xie ni ai guo wo - She
11. Bu zhuo ni de peng you - She
12. Wen Rou - Mayday
13. Zhi Zu - Mayday
14. Believe it - FortMinor
15. Stick with you - PussyCat Dolls
16. You're Beautiful - James Blunt
17. More than words -Frankie J
18. All I want for christmas is you - Mariah Carey
19. This gift -98 Degrees
20. Where are you christmas - Faith Hill
21. Boulevard of broken dreams - Greenday
22. Dont love you no more - Craig David
23. Ying Zi - Nicky
24. Xi pai - Nicky
25. Cool - Gwen Stefani
26. Shine on - Ryan Cabrera
27. Follow Through - Gavin Degraw

That's all la..my mp3 player only can fit in these number of songs as some of the files quite big in capacity..=p you can find a few christmas songs in there as I'm already in christmas mood...haha...some songs r kinda old like boulevard of broken dreams..cos i have a few broken dreams lately.. =p..there are a few songs that i keep repeating hearing it..like.. dont love u no more by craig, beautiful by blunt, stick with u by Pcd, she's hao ren you hao bao, jay chow's fa ru xue..anyway..jaychow's november chopin album is really really good..must buy k..although i didnt buy..=p n She's new album is good too.. the fortminor album just so so although mike shinoda is in the group..=p

The very last month of 2005, another month to a whole new year. Time flies. I wonder what had I done for the past 11 months, nothing major basically. It's a bad year I gotta admit. A whole new year, a whole new me (well, hopefully).

Waiiiittttt....the photo dat i took recently dat i posted on friendster really look like wanna kill ppl mer? aiya.. at least suat ling think so...*haha*

a mix & blend of feeling.. excited n happy yet kinda sad...

Tell me I weren't dreaming for the past few days... wake me up wake me up...=p..
I was so so so happy...! =p

Anyway, final only started next week..=(
Pam, I dunno i can make it or not..but I'll try my best..
Willett n Elaine...are u guys gonna come back for summer holidays??????

天灰
如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麼叫永遠
想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰

我的天空今天有點灰
我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜
所有的燈 早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現
我會不會 覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間 總要把諾言 一點點摧毀

*nice song, dis song doesn't describing how i am feeling though, =p so dun think too much..

Elaine..=p
i'm thinking ar.. i wanna stop study and be a full time baby sitter for gerron..=p
i promise i'll be a good baby sitter la.. hmm..when i go back to penang i will go kidnap your son.haha
i wont la.. i will take good care of him..i'll tell him that coconut is called as banana actually.. bus is just a big car, bus just a made up name..sometimes i'll borrow porn from ted, kianlam n jamie, just to play for him to watch..hahaha..i'm just joking..=p your son will be a really really 'good boy' next time from the way i see him watching the sexy girls dancing on MTV..haha..=p

Sorry elaine.. i was just crapping.. *haha*.. willett..u'd better take good care of ur son if not..*ngek ngek ngek*....=p

HapPy BirThday

Ted Ted...HappY Birthday...Love you love you love you muacks muacks muacks muacks... Gerron..Happy birthday too..love you love you love you too..muacks muacks..my kisses very rare one..=p woohoo..you guys big boy already lo..hopefully next time when i see you guys ted will say.."ming you are so sweet.." then gerron will say..."ah ming is good.."..then probably gerron will know how to say the words i taught him last time...like" willett mummy, elaine daddy, ah gap hiao..." but hmmp... gerron already knew how to say ah gap hiao long long time ago..=p muahahaha..

Midterm sucks..Hope it doesnt dat bad as i thought... *finger crossed*

i wanna ask my mom to cane me ade... ming not being a good girl lately.. lazy like hell..haha.. accounting midterm had over..i screwd it..totally..i guess this is da first time in my life i didnt complete every part of the questions on da paper.. =(..crap..not enuff time..2 hours for 4 accounts? crazzzziiiieeee ar... nvm..i dun really bother bout accounting..grrr.. 3 more subjects coming..but i'm still lagging around..haha..went shopping..playing guitar...drawing... cleaning the huz...=p.. yea..i'm trying to learn guitar on my own..kinda hard, luckily got help from my cousie.. its addictive..dammn...i always put aside my text book n go for da guitar..=( its fun playing guitar..but my fingers hurt like hell.. i cant really feel my fingers rite now.n my fingers all are so so short, its very hard for me to reach for certain notes..haha.. n i usually playing it during midnite..like 1 or 2 am? *Shhh..SSshhh..*.. i hope the neighbours wont hear me..=p

My cousin called n told me i;ve got a mail.. was thinking is it gap or willett..*haha*..cos only 2 persons know my new add..then..then..then...hmm..it's Willett da penicillin..=p..ahh..thank you elaine n ah lett..for da desperate housewife vcd or dvd? i havent check it out yet..=p will finish it in 2 days after exam..muahaha..
Was lagging around at home yesterday when i'm supposed to study..*haha*.. then i started to dig out all da old memories.. here are some pictures..

guyz dat mean so much to me..

ok la..You too... Guyz who never failed to make me laugh.. my Girls.. you 2 are da best..for always..=)...quiny n pammy... kachuak n me high school best friends..
Shitz..i miss u guys..when r we gonna meet up again.. It's gonna be so hard for us to meet up, maybe in 5 years time? Great friends back in Inti..wynx, khyl, yewchien, Vmin, ah jen How many girls in here actually crazy over you? *hahaha* i guess only 1 person understand wut i said.. Aup-erz..Aup Rocks! Spot urself in da pic.. A piece by Willett..nice huh! =p A piece of art by "Picasso"=p My 17th birthday msg from Pam..after 4 years, still here with me =) *hehe*, my new guitar n my first one..=p My favorite- froggie freddo, love freddo with mints too..

When will the shutter bus be here? i'm damn hungry..i wanna go home..=( anyway, since everybody posting up the Seven Wonders...n since i've got nothing to do..so here's are some random facts dat you may or may not know bout me..

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Graduate with a degree, at least
2. Wedding dinner in the garden
3. Own a farm that filled with Tulips, or Lili, maybe?
4. Travelling around the world with someone i close to
5. Own a child care center
6. Stay in a small island for one month, not pg of coz..=p
7. Master in one of the music instruments

Seven things I could do:
1. making ppl smile/laugh
2. talking on phone for a pretty long time
3. be very quiet until scare you out
4. be very annoying until you ask me to stop
5. cooking
6. sms pretty fast?
7. draw some really childish stuff..=p

Seven often repeated words (OR sentences):
1. haha
2.Haiiyooo..
3. Really?
4. You know wut..
5. Shitz!
6. hehe
7. dun bluff me la...

Seven traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1. hair.. i dunno y..
2. personality
3. eyes..dat can kill u..
4. attitude
5. da words dat he speaks, how good is he in melting my heart with da words.
6. style, tattoo maybe?
7. know how to make me smile and not make me cry

Seven dirty little secrets/confessions:
*would really love to keep it to myself, as it written there "secrets".haha*

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Craig David!
2. David Tao
3. John Mayer
4. Jack Johnson
5. Gavin Degraw
6.Ron Thomas
7. Bsb..Shut up!!

Seven Current/Recent Books
1. To Kill a Mocking Bird - my birthday gift..=p
2. The Zahir by Paolo Coelho - my pressie too..=p
3. The Undomestic Goddes by Sohphie Kinsella - another pressie of mine..
4. Principles of Accouting - i think i'm gonna flung dis midterm
5. Sophies world, for da understanding of philosophy
6. Ethics by Jame Rachel - a really good book
7. Principles of management - i hardly open da book..=p

Seven Favourite Food
1. Steak
2. Vegetables, all kind
3. Lecka-lecka ice-cream
4. Lamb
5. Sup Kambing or daging
6. Fried Rice by someone
7. Mom's curry fish head

Seven Random Facts About Me
1. Being too nice to others
2. Easy to satisfy
3. Stubborn
4. Not assertive enough
5. Dumb
6. Sweet *tsk tsk tsk*
7. Procrastinator

First of all..gotta thank Mr. Ashok for making my dreams come true by changing the midterm time table..i’m one hell of a lucky girl..=p, becos of you ceo I got a chance to go back to penang! Yay!

Everyday was a wonderful day since I was back in penang on Tuesday. Been receiving loadsa surprises, birthday wishes n so on since then.. The best one is when dis guy asked me to open da car boot to get his bag for him, guess what I saw.. a guitar!!! Oh my gosh.. I was so so so pleased bout it.. it’s da guitar dat I dream bout day n nite.. thank you baby..=p *haha*..i’ll learn it with my heart n soul n my hand n fingers of cos..=p even my fingers are bleeding n the blood is splashing everywhere I’ll still holding on..=p *hahaha*.. thanks for da books n da white dress as well.. yay!! Lik..ya..i got the white dress..=p.. I’m really speechless.. really really really happy..*muacks muacks muacks*..=p

Had dis small bbq n steamboat at home for my family n relatives n friends..yea..friends..Andrew Tan Kian Lam aka beh chim poh, you gave me a really big 747 air plane..hmm..i’ll remember you..isnt dat sweet, cos I’ll remember you..=p ya, everything was great, food, ppl, birthday song was good, especially da one was sung during washing dishes time one..=p..great great..tres bien!

Then Saturday.. went to feringgi garden to have dinner with dis super duper guy (can I describe u in dis way?) *haha*.. gosh, da food is good.. I had surf n turf, n he had t-bone steak..hmm..deliciux~ anyone wanna try, I’ll bring you guys there but u gotta pay la..=p then we ordered this love boat (papaya with ice-creams on top) as my “birthday cake”..*hehe*..dannng.. I was kinda embarrassing cos when da waiter delivered us da love boat n da birthday song was played at da same time..oh my godddddd…so many ppl there..n da mat-salleh beside all started clapping n singing the birthday song for me..kinda embarrassing but I’m really really really happy bout it..*haha*..cheh, their birthday song not dat good, yours better..i dun really dare to look at you when u sing for me cos you can kill me with your eyes…*haha*.. abit exaggerated but true..*hahaha*..anyway, when you were singing it how I’d wished u quickly finish da song n I can blow da candle cos I was really blushing badly ade..=p well..thanks for da dinner..a great one! While I was typing this, I’m already back in Kl..n it’s now 00:00 oct 17th, again, you’re da first one who call me..=p..thank you…* muacks muackkkksssss..*

So..21 year-old finally..nothing really different as before.. just dat my mom didn’t nag me when she found out dat I didn’t go home last nite..=p..nothing to be proud of anyway..haha..i got da key of freedom since so long ago....i wanna stay 21 forever.. I started to have this peter-pan syndrome I guess, da syndrome dat wanna stay young forever..i mean..i dunwan to be young..but 21 is perfectly fine..=p

Oh yea..not forgetting to say thank you to all my friends..thanks for da birthday wishes..=p you guys are da best! And Suz..meow meow..Happy birthday to you too..n Samantha.. n ah yhan..happy birthday… n stupid Andrew also..wish u guys all da best..=)

幸福的瞬间。。谁站在旁边都无所谓。。因为。。在这一刻， 我感觉到好幸福， 好幸福。。终于学会了知足，知足叫我忍受心痛， 知足让我感受到快乐， 知足也让我看到了幸福。。 darkened until very cacat..haha..hope u dun mind.. dats da love boat..i look stupid..=(

This is Surf n turf...a bit messy though..=p

Da so-called t-bone steak..haha..

dis is da picture taken while i was playing with da haloween toys in toys r us..=p