Midterm sucks..Hope it doesnt dat bad as i thought... *finger crossed*

i wanna ask my mom to cane me ade... ming not being a good girl lately.. lazy like hell..haha.. accounting midterm had over..i screwd it..totally..i guess this is da first time in my life i didnt complete every part of the questions on da paper.. =(..crap..not enuff time..2 hours for 4 accounts? crazzzziiiieeee ar... nvm..i dun really bother bout accounting..grrr.. 3 more subjects coming..but i'm still lagging around..haha..went shopping..playing guitar...drawing... cleaning the huz...=p.. yea..i'm trying to learn guitar on my own..kinda hard, luckily got help from my cousie.. its addictive..dammn...i always put aside my text book n go for da guitar..=( its fun playing guitar..but my fingers hurt like hell.. i cant really feel my fingers rite now.n my fingers all are so so short, its very hard for me to reach for certain notes..haha.. n i usually playing it during midnite..like 1 or 2 am? *Shhh..SSshhh..*.. i hope the neighbours wont hear me..=p

My cousin called n told me i;ve got a mail.. was thinking is it gap or willett..*haha*..cos only 2 persons know my new add..then..then..then...hmm..it's Willett da penicillin..=p..ahh..thank you elaine n ah lett..for da desperate housewife vcd or dvd? i havent check it out yet..=p will finish it in 2 days after exam..muahaha..
Was lagging around at home yesterday when i'm supposed to study..*haha*.. then i started to dig out all da old memories.. here are some pictures..

guyz dat mean so much to me..

ok la..You too... Guyz who never failed to make me laugh.. my Girls.. you 2 are da best..for always..=)...quiny n pammy... kachuak n me high school best friends..
Shitz..i miss u guys..when r we gonna meet up again.. It's gonna be so hard for us to meet up, maybe in 5 years time? Great friends back in Inti..wynx, khyl, yewchien, Vmin, ah jen How many girls in here actually crazy over you? *hahaha* i guess only 1 person understand wut i said.. Aup-erz..Aup Rocks! Spot urself in da pic.. A piece by Willett..nice huh! =p A piece of art by "Picasso"=p My 17th birthday msg from Pam..after 4 years, still here with me =) *hehe*, my new guitar n my first one..=p My favorite- froggie freddo, love freddo with mints too..

When will the shutter bus be here? i'm damn hungry..i wanna go home..=( anyway, since everybody posting up the Seven Wonders...n since i've got nothing to do..so here's are some random facts dat you may or may not know bout me..

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Graduate with a degree, at least
2. Wedding dinner in the garden
3. Own a farm that filled with Tulips, or Lili, maybe?
4. Travelling around the world with someone i close to
5. Own a child care center
6. Stay in a small island for one month, not pg of coz..=p
7. Master in one of the music instruments

Seven things I could do:
1. making ppl smile/laugh
2. talking on phone for a pretty long time
3. be very quiet until scare you out
4. be very annoying until you ask me to stop
5. cooking
6. sms pretty fast?
7. draw some really childish stuff..=p

Seven often repeated words (OR sentences):
1. haha
2.Haiiyooo..
3. Really?
4. You know wut..
5. Shitz!
6. hehe
7. dun bluff me la...

Seven traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1. hair.. i dunno y..
2. personality
3. eyes..dat can kill u..
4. attitude
5. da words dat he speaks, how good is he in melting my heart with da words.
6. style, tattoo maybe?
7. know how to make me smile and not make me cry

Seven dirty little secrets/confessions:
*would really love to keep it to myself, as it written there "secrets".haha*

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Craig David!
2. David Tao
3. John Mayer
4. Jack Johnson
5. Gavin Degraw
6.Ron Thomas
7. Bsb..Shut up!!

Seven Current/Recent Books
1. To Kill a Mocking Bird - my birthday gift..=p
2. The Zahir by Paolo Coelho - my pressie too..=p
3. The Undomestic Goddes by Sohphie Kinsella - another pressie of mine..
4. Principles of Accouting - i think i'm gonna flung dis midterm
5. Sophies world, for da understanding of philosophy
6. Ethics by Jame Rachel - a really good book
7. Principles of management - i hardly open da book..=p

Seven Favourite Food
1. Steak
2. Vegetables, all kind
3. Lecka-lecka ice-cream
4. Lamb
5. Sup Kambing or daging
6. Fried Rice by someone
7. Mom's curry fish head

Seven Random Facts About Me
1. Being too nice to others
2. Easy to satisfy
3. Stubborn
4. Not assertive enough
5. Dumb
6. Sweet *tsk tsk tsk*
7. Procrastinator

First of all..gotta thank Mr. Ashok for making my dreams come true by changing the midterm time table..i’m one hell of a lucky girl..=p, becos of you ceo I got a chance to go back to penang! Yay!

Everyday was a wonderful day since I was back in penang on Tuesday. Been receiving loadsa surprises, birthday wishes n so on since then.. The best one is when dis guy asked me to open da car boot to get his bag for him, guess what I saw.. a guitar!!! Oh my gosh.. I was so so so pleased bout it.. it’s da guitar dat I dream bout day n nite.. thank you baby..=p *haha*..i’ll learn it with my heart n soul n my hand n fingers of cos..=p even my fingers are bleeding n the blood is splashing everywhere I’ll still holding on..=p *hahaha*.. thanks for da books n da white dress as well.. yay!! Lik..ya..i got the white dress..=p.. I’m really speechless.. really really really happy..*muacks muacks muacks*..=p

Had dis small bbq n steamboat at home for my family n relatives n friends..yea..friends..Andrew Tan Kian Lam aka beh chim poh, you gave me a really big 747 air plane..hmm..i’ll remember you..isnt dat sweet, cos I’ll remember you..=p ya, everything was great, food, ppl, birthday song was good, especially da one was sung during washing dishes time one..=p..great great..tres bien!

Then Saturday.. went to feringgi garden to have dinner with dis super duper guy (can I describe u in dis way?) *haha*.. gosh, da food is good.. I had surf n turf, n he had t-bone steak..hmm..deliciux~ anyone wanna try, I’ll bring you guys there but u gotta pay la..=p then we ordered this love boat (papaya with ice-creams on top) as my “birthday cake”..*hehe*..dannng.. I was kinda embarrassing cos when da waiter delivered us da love boat n da birthday song was played at da same time..oh my godddddd…so many ppl there..n da mat-salleh beside all started clapping n singing the birthday song for me..kinda embarrassing but I’m really really really happy bout it..*haha*..cheh, their birthday song not dat good, yours better..i dun really dare to look at you when u sing for me cos you can kill me with your eyes…*haha*.. abit exaggerated but true..*hahaha*..anyway, when you were singing it how I’d wished u quickly finish da song n I can blow da candle cos I was really blushing badly ade..=p well..thanks for da dinner..a great one! While I was typing this, I’m already back in Kl..n it’s now 00:00 oct 17th, again, you’re da first one who call me..=p..thank you…* muacks muackkkksssss..*

So..21 year-old finally..nothing really different as before.. just dat my mom didn’t nag me when she found out dat I didn’t go home last nite..=p..nothing to be proud of anyway..haha..i got da key of freedom since so long ago....i wanna stay 21 forever.. I started to have this peter-pan syndrome I guess, da syndrome dat wanna stay young forever..i mean..i dunwan to be young..but 21 is perfectly fine..=p

Oh yea..not forgetting to say thank you to all my friends..thanks for da birthday wishes..=p you guys are da best! And Suz..meow meow..Happy birthday to you too..n Samantha.. n ah yhan..happy birthday… n stupid Andrew also..wish u guys all da best..=)

幸福的瞬间。。谁站在旁边都无所谓。。因为。。在这一刻， 我感觉到好幸福， 好幸福。。终于学会了知足，知足叫我忍受心痛， 知足让我感受到快乐， 知足也让我看到了幸福。。 darkened until very cacat..haha..hope u dun mind.. dats da love boat..i look stupid..=(

This is Surf n turf...a bit messy though..=p

Da so-called t-bone steak..haha..

dis is da picture taken while i was playing with da haloween toys in toys r us..=p

Today gonna be da last blog i'm gonna post up until my midterm is over. I really really have to stop doing things dat not really important to concentrate on my exam. Midterm gonna be on 17th oct, yup, my 21st birthday, n i'm gonna have 3 subjects to test on dat day itself. How sad is dat huh? This year been a really bad year for me, nothings beengoing on smoothly. I can't even go back to pg to celebrate my birthday with my family, relatives n friends due to dis stupid exam, of all times, on my birthday..hmm!! It's only one week left and i'm only 20% prepared for da exam i guess. I'm really really worried dis time, i dunno how am i going to face da exam.. moreover, i cant even celebrate my birthday, n have to stay at home alone as my aunt will be off to kuching. Everytime i think bout dis i'm gonna screw up my whole day as i cant even concentrate on anything. arghh..forget bout it..

Anyway, these people been so so good to me.. chong seng kor kor, xiao mei jie jie, tatz, samantha.. we went to redbox at sunway yesterday to celebrate my 21st birthday and samantha 22nd birthday.. it's an early celebration for both me n samantha as her birthday on 14th n mine on 17th.. we celebrated on yesterday becos most of them will be off to sabah on 17th.. anyway it was so fun yesterday..*hehe*.. my gosh,,everyone can sing so well!! we had dinner later at this sky land restaurant. its a vegetarian restaurant...awww....da restaurant is so "pretty" n romantic..*haha*..cos when you walk in you feel like you are in Rome or somewhere in Europe..*haha*..really..no exaggerating..=p.. da food is nice n they even have this eggless cheesecake for vegetarian..so sweet! of cos we did cut our small little cutie cake there..=p..will upload da pictures later..

Thank you to - chong seng kor kor, xiao mei jie jie, samantha n tatz..you guys been so great to me!! =p thanks for da dinner and da treat in red box.. i'm really really really really happy n had loadsa fun with you guys.. hugs n kisses to you all..=)

不知道为什么不知不觉的哼起这首歌。。暧昧让人受尽委屈， 找不到相爱的证据，何时该前进，何时该放弃， 连拥抱都没有勇气。。。

I used to say midvalley is my second home, but now..*hehe*...must be replaced by Klcc..*haha*..went to klcc with lik today.. went for a drink at coffee bean n girls talk as usual..=p.. arghh.. i saw n i tried dis little white summer dress from topshop..oh my god..so sweet...i want dat i want dat..but i dun hae enough money..=(....i saw a few nice blouse, dress, skirts in Zara too...*sigh*..money not enough...

neway..i'm so happy today!! get to take picturez with dis pretty girls samantha n xiao mei.. =p

-=Xiao Mei, me, Samantha=-

-=xiao meo, me, samantha, tatz, aunty xx=-

The Froggie Freddo from you is da sweetest!! OOooOOOooOO...so happy..i have 2..one lime and one strawberry...thank you..muacks muacks muacks muacks...*not him..dun be perasan!!..anyway..a great day.. you make me smile..thank you..=)

woohoo..happy day.. morning went swimming..but da water kinda yellowish d..hmm..need to complain..

oh my god..willett loves wathing japanese porn..anime...yer yer yer..use bit torrent to download h*ntai must be..=p *dun kill me..*sorry elaine..=p

i miss jamie!! i miss pam!! i miss elaine!! i miss xiao xiao jian!! i miss wei yong!! i miss chowlih!! i miss ah lik!! i miss ah ted!! i miss andrew!! i miss quiny!! yes...dun have penicillin name..=p

ok..my day isnt dat nice and great actually. cos i realised dat i alwayz caught in da middle. like you see..i have these two friends. let say A n B..both also equally "ok" to me. but A n B like to complain to me when one of them is not around. A will talks bad bout B. n B will does da same thing. but both to me are friends. i have at least 4 or 5 pairs of friends are like dat. Its really hard sometimes, cos you really dunwan to speak ill of others n if i could i really dunwan them to say anything to me, i dunwan to listen.. so..tell me wut to do? wut to do? WUT TO DO!!.. is it becos of me being too nice or wut? is it true dat some of them are really like wut they said? do i have to open my big big eyes to look at da ppl around me? hmmm..but eventhough i found out dat he or she isnt a nice person, its not a big deal for me, i will still carry on with my smile whenever i see them, its very hard for me to hate one person..if i hate you one day, you must be really really bad n had done something really really extremely bad to me (dats y ppl always take advantage of me..since primary sch i guess...even as a monitor in class i ask them dun make noise or pass up homework, no one will listens to me..=p)..anyway..so far..there is only one person in da list.. dun ask who..if not you gonna be da second one..=p

As Willett said dat i'm actually "tua-han" already, i guess i suppose to post something more like what a big girl should write. =p..obviously i have to squeeze my brain juice and come out with something like this..*how i wish i'll spend da same amount of effortz on accouting*

People come into our lives and change it forever. There exists individuals who we wish we never met, never loved, or never hated. Then there are others who we wish we had the chance to meet, to love, and to help. Thinking back, we can`t help but recall several people who hurt us or who we emotionally destroyed. Most of the times we wish it didn`t have to be like that. Whenever we open up to let the good in, it`s like breathing a fresh breeze of air yet forgetting that there can be bacteria rushing in us. But you see, for every breath we take in, we become more alive. Thus fighting ourselves and figuring ourselves out helps us find a reason to become better people. Knowing that life in this world isn`t so perfect gives us the opportunity to pick out the sweetest details. Then, we won`t be afraid to embrace what ever tomorrow has to offer.

Everything been so slow today, to me, at least. The Lrt is slow, taxi is slow, streamyx line is slow... *hehe*.. neway..i got dis melody's friend orange sumthin sumthin soft toys from mc d. so cute..been so lazy today..nearly cry becos of accouting..cos i dunno where to start, n how to start..it's something really easy but i dunno y its like so tough for me..no wonder i never thought of being an accountant since young. *haha*.. went to swim a while in da evening, just to let myself feel fresh n alive (exagrating)..*haha*..downloaded a few albums today, namely Nickelback's All The Right Reasons, The Click Five's Greetings from Imrie House, Ryan Cabrera's You Stand Watching, Hilary Duff's Most Wanted, S.H.E's 真命天女, 梁静茹's 丝路，杨称琳's暧昧，南拳妈妈's二号餐，张智城's快乐，温岚's爱回温，同恩's找自己，金沙's空气，梁咏琪's 顺时针，蒙恩天使's感应，and there are two albums da best among so many. Which are...

BonJovi's Have a Nice day (Highly Recommended)

KanYe West's Late Registration (awesome)

Actually The Click Five not bad too..maybe it's because i like punk rock.. wanted to download desperate housewife..but its like so many episodes to download..buy dvd would be easier i guess..*hehe*

YaY! It's da beginning of October..! It's tIme to make a new wish list n to do list..

*scorez my mid-term with flying color'z resultz..
*able to swallow all da philosopherz famost quotez..
*have a clear idea wuts accounting class goin on before midterm..
*mOOOooOOore pocket money..
*sWim 5 days a week..
*a new backpack..
*BonJovi latest cd, be it pirated or original..
*Special Relationship by Robyn Sisman..
*The Zahir by Paolo Coelho..
*spend more timez with friends..especially suz n ling..
*Ted gonna hv good result on toefl..maybe 297/300..=p
*e-mail my friends more often..
*a guitar..
*able to join dance class or yoga class with 66 n 3 other pretty galz..
*able to do sumthin dat can make everyone happy..especially YOU, who r reading my blogz..
*continue to bring fun to all da classmatez with the "real" ming n lame jokez.*haha*
*receive a really pretty white lily from anyone..or maybe chanpagne-color rose, one will do..
*a yellow or orange-color sunflower too..=p
*join my cousin for singing class..
*read more..as in study more too..
*hope dat everyone around me doin fine in wutever they r doin..
*cook for my friends..
*learn to appreciate otherz more n always feel thankful..
*beach strolling with friends/gossiping by the beach/playing under da rain with frenz..
*bring my bear-bear from pg..missing him..miss touching da fur on da head..
*more mamak timez, but dun eat at mamak..=p
*visit perhentian island during holidayz..
*write more letterz n draw more picturez..
*speak good english like Gracia, who can speak english in Uk, Us, Aus, indo,m'sia slang..=p

wow..wut a long list..actually i dun hv many material stuff to wish for..i already have everything dat i suppose to have..=p.. i guess da most important wish among so many is..i wish dat i can spend more timez with you..you..you..you..n..you..=)

So many things to do, yet so little time
So many things to buy, yet so little money
So many loves dat received, yet da space in my heart is limited
So many....hmm..dunno..=p

Been really busy lately, too much works, seriously, its killing me.. i need a rest..long long rest..*haha*.. I miss *meow meow* suzanne n ling ling so much..*woof woof*..really wanna go out with you guys but my timetable kinda pack for da time being..really hope dat gonna meet up with u guys soon..maybe this sunday bangsar market? *hehe*.. sometimes i really miss those timez in Help becos of you guys, especially ling n suz, jon jon n g, n winnie (da only lecturer dat i am really missing..) *sigh*.. suzzzz..i wanna keep on meow-ing with you...*haha*..

Really happy n suprised when received msg from khai seong..woowaaa..he finally appeared dee.. never seen him since f5? he said he got caught by alien..*hmm*..nothing special bout him just dat i got "okui" dis nickname becos of him!!! hmmm..!! eh, but i kinda like this nick er..so cute, tortoise is such a cute living creatures afterall, isnt it? *hehe*

Was talking to 66 the other day bout her experience as a tutor in Us summer camp..i hope dat i can apply for da job for da coming summer next year..i'm not worry bout anything, just dat, i guess i'll be really really nervous for da interview..it seems tough..i guess i really need to work hard on english language...hmm..wutever it is, i will face da challenges confidently..*haha*..well, i'm already well-trained in this..=p

I'm in da computer lab now..as da class was cancelled..*grr*..sometimes really frustrated with these lecturers.. 66 is sleeping beside me..both of us like stupid for dunno y come to college during this time..hehe..i have presentation later, but i'm so lazy to read tru my notes..*sigh*.. show u guys a few pic on da place i'm staying now..
It took so long to upload those pic today..i dunno y.. i guess must be da server down or something like dat..ish...later go home only upload..lol..lazy to wait..=p

So.i'm back at another home..not da one shown in pic..i'm actually online-ing outside of da huz..cos i forgot my key..waiting for my cousin to come back.. it shows dat wireless line at home not a good thing..se..i can even online at outside of da huz..anyway..here's da pic..

This is da place i usually i spend my morning at...

I will spend my evening by reading in this small little hut when i wan to save electricity by not turning on the air-con.. natural air is good..haha

My bedroom..simple enough huh... the paint is combination of light yellow n baby yellow.. there's another side of my room..its not messy but hv lots of private stuff on da table n sticked on the notice board..=p

The only accessories that i brought to Kl.. kinda unbelievable huh..=p.. cos i still have 3 big boxes of stuff in pg dat gonna bring to here soon..

The living room..da sofa looks comfortable but i dun find it dat way..it is soft..but to me its not comfortable..weird..

Part of the living room.. i love this little bicycle..

Oops..there's no toilet n bathroom pic..hehe..come to my huz then i'll show u..=p..if whoever wanna come stay over let me know yea..cos most of da timez i'll be staying alone..cos aunt will always be away..i'm not lonely though..=p..but but but..no meat are allowed in both places i'm staying..=p..so if u stay with me you have to eat vege n fruits everyday..*haha*..*meow meow..suz..come stay with me! so you can run away from ur mom...haha.i'm really bad..

Tomorrow gonna be 30th, the last day of September. Lots of friends been complaining how bad n how bad about the month of September. To me, September was a great month for some reasons. *hehe*..i guess i gonna wake my friends up when september ends. =p ..anyway, Wake me up when September ends by GreenDay is a really nice song. Tres Bien!

Yesterday was a great day too.. Went to 66 huz to get our accounting homework done..while doing the works half way she suddenly told me dat.."ming..isnt it is sad dat even during my 21st birthday i have to stay at home and do this really stupid assignment.." then i was like oh my god..i totally forgot bout her birthday.. i felt really bad though, for wanted her to come n pick me up from my huz and didnt even join her for lunch.. but things got better when we went for ethics extra class..when da lecturer found out dat its her birthday, mr. ari decided to treat all of us for dinner. it was awesome. this was da first time i joined a lecturer for dinner and surprisingly i talked a lot. =p..so at the end of da day, i guess 66 was really happy n she was even happier when her bf called her..*hehe*..so sweet.. anyway, 66 is a really great girl, she is so cool, she can plays drum!!

So..my friends were saying me dat i always stay in "grey" zone, neither black or white. 66 was saying i always give good reasoning when arguing in ethics class, but everytime i surely will ended up contradicting my own point..and jeevi said i always couldnt make up my mind, said dat i couldnt just choose either being positive or negative, always has to be on da middle. Even ted said so, he said i never believed my own instinct, my own thoughts, always being skeptical on my own view. I totally agree with them, yea, i always cant make up my mind, i dunno why, its really frustrating sometimes. i guess maybe to me nothing is perfect, at some points someone might be correct but at another point someone might be incorrect. thus, its really hard for me writing a good argumentative essay during ethic class. i cant take any stand, to me, at some points, either sides have their goods n bads; isnt dat da reality ? for example, a disabled guy breaks into a house becos he needs money to take care of his mom who is very sick. so, the act is wrong, but his intention is helping his mom, can u say dat he is totally wrong? See.. things like dat always make me so confuse, dats why i am always in da grey zone. =p

*sob sob*...i dunwan go to another home...there's no line for me to go online there yet.. i dunwan to go i dunwan to go i dunwan to go...grrrr....
anyway..friendster is getting more complicated..n i dunno where to click n which to click...i wanna check my message i also couldnt find a button to click..haha..i'm like a idiot..=p.

Today, reached home pretty late..around 10pm..tired as usual..thought dat wanna continue doing my work but ended up playing around with dis pretty girl..*hehe*.. today was a great day though..get to know new friends n so on.. there was dis lecturer accompanied me to take ktm somemore..*haha*..he was talking all da way..kinda annoying..all those college politics..but me oso kaypo la..wanna know also..=p..although dis afternoon kinda pissed off at someone, in the end, my day still not dat bad though..didnt really affected by her..muahaha..instead, it was a great day..but during ethic class, i was pretty depress when i knew dat i have so many works yet to be complete...er..thinking bout dis..i guess..i have to go finish up my work...

I went back to Pg last wednesday again..of cos I went back with a purpose..my cousin sister wedding..grr..so tired..i reached Kl home at 1:30am last nite..=p So last wednesday after i reached pg (in the evening) straight away went out with friend without going home..sometimes, i think i'm being too much..=p..then thursday..woke up early in the morning to go makan hokkien mee near by my huz, hmm..yummy yummy..then went to work with friend by helping to clean clean n wash wash..fun er..tired but really run..worth it.. perhaps my life can be best described by david's tao "我喜欢".. 我喜欢这样的感觉 我只想要简单的快乐 希望和你一起拥有 轻轻松松的享受 常常欢笑 做个好朋友 我喜欢这样的感觉 我只想要简单的快乐 希望和你一起拥有 轻轻松松的享受 我喜欢开心的感觉 给好心情留一个角落 想想过去想想未来 回到最初的感动 常常欢笑 我的老朋友... =p..Its really great..i had all i want..lok lok..rojak..movies..sup kambing..roti naan..fried rice..hokkien mee..shopping..love..walk walk..work..etc etc..*haha*

Friday.. my cousin wedding...got a suprise visit before heading to alor setar, where the wedding dinner held..ooo..so happy! So, reached there quite late due to my stupid brother..ish.. during da dinner, i realised dat its been really really long since i last met most of my cousins from my mom side..a few new-born babies..they are so cute..made me feel like having my own baby only..*jealous*..=p

Saturday.. I forced myself to stay at home to finish up my readings and assignments although quiny's invitation to gurney plaza really tempting..*haha*..yay..i made it, i finally could sit down at home n study n finish up my works...then during nite i watched malaysian idols..*hehe*..nice show er..bravo bravo..it really doesnt matter to me who won it..

Sunday...woke up quite late then quiny said wanna go to gurney plaza..so we went there and had sushi at sushi king, n looked for our beloved aunt but she wasnt there..too bad..then we sat down at coffee bean n i tried to listen to her story..=p..*hehe*..then later we left for this apartment nearby..oh my god..then everything made me realised dat guys can be really a coward sometimes..frankie..i really look down on you..*ming shakes head*..disappointed..grrr..anyway, girls should be pampered n sayang n guys should listen to girls, but everything has its limit, guy should never never never be like a dog to a girl, its just so "not-guy"..*haha*..wutever it is la..ish ish ish..frankie..ish ish ish...=p.. then later, quiny had to go work n she dropped me home..n my friend picked me up to go kayu then makan then left for Kl again..so sad!

Dis is something for quiny the Oh Hoay Thua..

girl, dun revenge, its only for temporary satisfaction and it wont heal you permanently. The next guy gonna be so innocent and maybe he gonna be da guy who is perfect for you. as for the old guy, just set him free and let them be wutever they wanna be. as a buddhist i guess you should know bout karma very well.. dun let ur parents disappointed k.. i only seen dat guy twice so its not fair for me to judge him..so wutever ur decision is, we will always be here to support u, but never never revenge, it really wont ease ur pain..*hehe*..when you feel like crying, just cry it out loud..or maybe u can come to kl to look for me, i will cry together with u...no no..i wont cry..but i'll give u tissue la..or maybe we can go red box together..missing those times dat me, u, n ted dat always go to redbox right after classes in Inti..yea..we can go sing k together..or or or..maybe we can go shopping!! ask ur dad to give u extra money to shop as u need to give me some of it..muahaha...so..be happy k! It's not only me..you still have Pam the onneh, ah ying, mr yong ..hehe..lots more la..aiyo! =p

Today I missed my class as i only have 2-3 class n its really no point for me to pay 18 bucks transportation fees just to attend one class..=p i'm getting better n better in finding excuses..great! i forgot to mention dat yesterday when i went to Help i met huiling..*hehe*..ling ling u r getting prettier n prettier...really proud of u gal...u r my role model..*haha*..heard da u r preparing for da prom..all da best yea!

So..wut did i do today.. oh ya..i went to Klcc...from 2-8..amazing..i spent plenty of timez in kinokuniya reading..lots of books to buy la..aiyks..really tempting..then was walking around to look for one pressie for my friend..n n n n n i met one stranger.. girls, you guys gotta becareful when u go to klcc alone... so there was one south african guy came up n said Hi..i thought he wanna ask me bout how to get to another place from klcc..so I just said Hi la..this was our conversation.

Brian: Hi.
Ming: Hi.
Brian: Are u a japanese?
Ming: No..I'm a malaysian.
Brian: Wow..but you look like a japanese.. are you still studying..?
Ming: yea..studying.
Brian: is it a university?
Ming: Its kinda university.
Brian: I'm studying too..in a college call "Goon"??( i never heard of it n i dunno wut he was saying too)
Ming: oh ok..
Brian: Can we be friend? i'm Brian.
Ming:oh..i'm Ming
Brian: How old are you..
Ming:21
Brian: wow..but you look like 19..so cute.(aiyk. its disgusting when he said it)
Ming: no..i'm 21..
Brian: do you mind to have dinner together later? you know..i;m single..u r single..do u have a bf?
Ming: yea..i HAVE a bf..=p
Brian: oh ok...can i have your number?
Ming: sorry..i dun think its convenient for me to give you my number..maybe email add?
Brian: is it becos of your bf?
Ming: yea..sorry.. actually i;m kinda rush to another place.
Brian: ok then..hope to see you again..

Then we said bye bye la..girls, gotta be more careful when such guys approach u..cos after i left..i observed him from another corner..i found dat he started to approach another girl..well..no one know wuts his intentions...so..yea..just be smart la...i was quite dumb though..talked so much to him..=p..hehe..after i bought the pressie i walked home..grr..i studied awhile and i came across this..
Can you live a happy life if you continually do things you know deep down are wrong? There are lots of people who lie and cheat and speak ill of others. Are they aware that these things are not right--or fair, if you prefer? Do you think these people are happy?
Socrates didn't. Well, ming did not too..=)

After reading then made a call..suddenly no electricity..it was so dark in here n i was alone at home..luckily da friend over da phone keep me calm..*sigh*.. i dunno when only i will learn to be more independent..shitz..

Today the accounting class nearly makes me go insane..the credit debit thing was so confusing.. dats y i was not concentrating on lectures all da time...then i talked to da girl sitting next to me, n we become friends..*hehe*..when she was in Help, ted used to refer her as "66" girl, n this is our secret code during mass comm class..*muahaha*.hopefully she doesnt know bout dat....anyway, now in different college, friends around calling her different nick name..ppl here call her miss malaysia..*haha*..i wonder why..i need to find out still..oh yea..the accounting class was so damn sienz so me n 66 started to take out our food to eat..she ate a peach, n i shared with her my chocolate cookies..haha..then i took out my notebook to write nonsense...here was something i had written on my book...

a drunken guy

When you're drunk,
every words you speak, you speak with nobility.
and your eyes look exeptionally sexy.
When you're drunk,
every movements of yours are so gentle.
and your voice sounds deep and mature.
When you're drunk,
your singing is so good n it makes me cry
and looking you in dat way it certainly makes me wanna fly high.

*haha*..crapz..i dunno wut am i writing too..=p.. this is da proof dat how boring da accounting class is..=p

while waiting for call (well, dats an excuse..=p..actually i'm just lazying around..i'm so lazy..i'm gonna be dead if i dun start doing my assignments)..i'm here to write something..

If money can buy love, I rather dunwan any love..If material love can last long, I'll chop down my head and let you sit on it...If money really can buy love, why do you need to put so much efforts n timez in love?..If money can buy love, those wealthy uncle will have no difficulity in finding lady and Bill Gates certainly can dates million gfs at one time..=p

Recently, i'm really really sick you know..i have this really really terrible sickness..i have short-term memory lost..It's only takes 5 seconds for me to forget something..really..i guess i need to see doctor..its getting worsen..i'm worry of cos..=(