my heritage

You guys probably have seen this page before: My Heritage. It's a page where you can upload your own picture and see which celebrity you look alike... cute hor, so i tried..

I uploaded one of my recent picture...

Wtfsladslkasdjsdcbnweorndfsdf...i look like Ashton Kutcher??? and it's 74% look alike..

hmm..ok..nvm..so it says that there are also other resutls..so i checked..
MaiKuraki (vey cute girl)-72%
Sammi Cheng - 64%
Heidi Klum - 64%
Alyson Hannigan - 64%
Jang Dong-Gun(it's a korean guy) - 64%
Tata Young - 63%
Ashlee Simpson - 63%
Serena WIlliams - 62%

WHAT?? i'm sure serena williams not in the same category as maikuraki, heidi klum, tata young, ashlee simpson.. =p

As u guys know ming very kaypo..so i tried out with pictures of pam, ted, n gap..wakaka..=p

Night: Went for Bak Kut Teh in Segambut with Jon, ling, sim n waimun, the gang dat always fun to hang out with..they make me laugh nonstop.. the "why is the sea water blue" joke is cute (wanna know? ask me..), although its kinda lame..wakaka..


Everyone meets my dearest friend--jonathan aka booboobaba aka lil monkey aka lil lost lamb..=p cute hor him... This is the driver--Waimun--who drives this car..

Yes..a red Fe-la-li...*haha*...darn, the driver is a guy with a songkok..damn, darn, dang..=p i'm not trying to be racist..dun judge me as one..pls..=p

Sim, me, Ling..we took this in car..again, i look so duh...

Thanks guys..i had fun and i shall come back again before everyone's leaving.. n to jon, sim n waimun, i'm not racist, dun judge me on the songkok n tudung theory..=p dun u guys think dat theory is so so true? hmm..

Neway, on the way to sim's place waimun drove past this place i call it as bukit pantai (well, i'm not sure of the place but i saw pantai hospital), then i saw this villas, dunno wut tivolli or livolli or livotti or lilooliii villas, damn, i just couldnt remember the name, anyway, dats a really really nice place to stay in i guess..n in this bukit pantai they have lots of bungalows around..its a place where all rich ppl stay in i guess? maybe its just another bukit damansara..*hehe*

a long day...

pms makes me sleep a lot..so tired for whole day..n the stupid air-con servicing guy woke me up from my sweet sweet dreams...
pms makes me feeling nausea, dizzy, feel like vomitting for the whole day --> sounds more like pregnant..=p

ok..enuff of pms.. guys, you just dun understand how does a girl feel for these few days..

Late lunch (after 4pm) with Suzanne in Marche, the Curve...

Nice view hor... I had some chicken called as chicken vienna..it looks like this..

Trust me, it's nice, but it tastes a bit like chicken corden bleu, just dat they stuffed tomato n cheese instead of ham n cheese.. Suzanne had chicken ham pasta, it sounds simple but it tastes good..=)

Then we had apple struddle as well..sweet sweet..i love apple struddle..

It's great to meet up Suz..*meow meow*..

wutever, i always look weird when taking picture with friend..=p

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You surely don't wanna have Pms when you wanna have fun hanging out with friends, shitz, i'm just having that rite now, it's killing me..softly..grrr...

Neway, Tun dr. Mahathir have pms too..well, Post-prime Minister Syndrome..wakaka...

All the sport-outlets are out of stock of Italy football jersey..thought of getting one for my brother's birthday..hmm...too bad i couldnt find one until now, so maybe i just grab one from Chee-cheong-kai a.k.a petaling street a.k.a kl-chinatown..

oh ya, do u guys know dat the very famous loh-han-kuo drinks in chinatown? they now have a very big kiosk selling loh-han-kuo drinks in Midvalley..oops, i just found out yesterday, so outdated la me...

2nd day in kl..

Morning: Well, not exactly, when i woke up its already almost 12 in noon..=p Went down the hill to go to fix the handphone in Wisma E&C, quite nice er the building surprisingly..hehe

Afternoon: Went shopping with hueyeen in OneUtama..wuuwaa..we walked pretty fast, maybe it's just me..haha..we finished walking the old wing n new wing in less than 2 hours? kewl..

Evening: you know, girls will always not go home in empty ended, so we went to Midvalley..haha.. spent pretty long time in midvalley, i guess we shop until 9 plus? didnt feel tired until we reach apartment..i managed to get myself a few things...but still.. so many things to buy and yet so little money to spend..so sad hor..dang..

Night: Went upstair to 11D to look for jon...n met waimun n edwin as well..hehe..jon still so so skinny..aiyo,,eat more la pls.. =p

oooo..i'm just so tired to type something tonite, cant even get my brain functioning..

Viva Italia...

See..i said..Pasta is the best..oh baby italia..What a night with the lousy astro service, ish, you know how frustrated you are when you wanna watch final match of world cup so badly but your astro just aint working, n your huz tv just couldnt receive Ntv7 as well? wutever la, as long as pizza won the world cup..! (i had pizza for dinner just now..=p)

So...I'm in Spb rite now, after a long ride bus from pg to kl..tired*...but its really great to meet up suz n huiling..n hueyeen as well..n yen xia too...=p

Had a chat with hueyeen during the nite, hehe, sweet...

Nothing much changes in Spb, it still have Spb's smell..haha..same security guard, clean swimming pool, etc etc...

i haven;t meet up with 66 n jon...hope to see them soon..=)

Kay-El, Kay-el...

Yup! I'm goin down to kl tomorrow..meet up all my friends (er, hopefully..) Suz gonna be the first one i'm going to meet...wakaka..so excited er..

I'm goin to stay in Spb..yea..surprise! it surprised everyone!

Ted afraid that we gonna fight..well, yes! we going to fight, pull each other hair, biting each other, like the barbie-fight u know...wahhaha..

HOnestly, i have mix feeling going back there, afterall it used to be the place that i enjoyed my college life the most, and yet got hurt by love the most..

Well, whatever..everything gonna turn out fine..i believe...=)

what a day..

9:00am - woke up to clean the really messy bedroom of this 3 lazy girls (me n my both sisters), too many wires n cables around, dirty clothes, papers, hairs( basically all mine, cos i'm the only one dat have long hair)..

10:00am - bathed the dog..cleaned the cage...but shitz...around noon, i saw another big poo in there...

11:00am - practised guitar for the guitar lesson later..

12:00 noon - evolution music school called n said the guitar lesson is cancelled due to public holiday(me n my Agong birthday)...Damn!

1:00 pm - had lunch with sister n ted..so kesian them, cos mom not in i really dunno how to use that super high tech pressure cooker to cook rice, in the end we have to eat very watery fried rice..=p

2:00 - 6:00pm - supposed to go to gym with ted but since the guitar lesson is cancelled so no need to trouble ourselves to go all the way to gurney. So i was lazying around in my room, seeing my youngest sister using msn to talk to her friends (web cam, n microphone somemore), so cute, sigh, children nowadays..me old already la..then ted doin his stuff online..me looking at them like a soh poh, n wondering why andrew so lansi dunwan reply to my msg for so many times (wakaka =p, u damn lansi andrew!), n thinking of ah gap at the same time, just wondering what he is up to lately.. n wait, andrew has his nick written "where is MY jamie", oh please, jamie belongs to..ahem..*me*..blek!

7:00 pm - finally Gap sister sent me his phone number in toronto..so happy..=p, went for dinner, i had "zhar sang min" some kind of chinese noodle with vinegar (s0 nice), he had chicken wonderland, his dog had duck wings, his mom had duck rice, i take away rojak (sucks, never eaten such lousy rojak)

8:00 - 11:00 pm - watched this very very old hong kong series on channel 34. hmm, quite nice la, but typical story line where good people always win in the end. haha.. then called up gap, so nice, finally can talk to him, he's like one of the great great friend that i wanna keep for my entire life, =p...Gap, dun worry, i'll send u a box of condom, and i'll make sure all supersafe one, NO HOLE on the condoms..=p

11:00 pm - I'm here typing this blog..duh! Khyl Lee sent me a nudge, cool, havent talked to him like ages already, but..aiyks..no more msg after the nudge.. wth?

tomorrow: bring baby go to park, hopefully i can wake up..
next week: pg or kl? pg for pam, lih, andrew..or kl for suz, jon, huiling, 66? tough decision...grrrr..

perfection

I come across a lot of people who always talk about perfection, or maybe try to be a perfectionist. But the thing is not many things in this world are perfect, but some still try to find or reach thing called "perfection". So the question is, does this "perfect" exist? can there be a perfect life? a perfect family? a perfect friend? or perfect anything? can you be perfect? all these thing only exist in the figment of our imagination. No matter how enviable someone else’s life may appear to you, you may discover that things are always far from perfect......

ooooo.....

you know..u get frustrated like this when you are so tired but your eyes just aint wanna close..

HapPy BirThday

Dearest little Sean (Ch'ng Ser-Meng!!!),

HaPpY Birthday to You big Liar, kept me waiting in the airport for so long..
Anyway, Congratulations! You'are another year older, and please stop acting like a boy..*haha*
Grow up k! Well, all the best to you.. I truly understand that holding a job like washroom & toilet cleaner is not fun, so I sincerely hope that you will soon be promoted as toilet supervisor...muahaha..

HapPy Birthday to you la..May all your wishes come true (eg, get a good gf like me =p)

Hmmp..well, Love you la!

Muacks,
Ming..

Great Day!

Woke up early in the morning just to go RedBox sing K with Lik n Ted..early bird get discount, dats y..*hehe*..It's fun u know, cos i never heard Lik sing before...everyone can sing so well..*thumbs up!* RedBox is like one of the place i hang out quite often, n i have a few different sing K group of friends, n every group of friends sing different kind of songs, n thus i always have different kind of fun in my each visit to redbox..*hehe* Anyway, the friends dat i wanna join them to redbox the most is wei yong n wee jian, i just cant wait for them to come back..=p

Don't know what happen to my stomach today..it makes me feel like i'm having a really bad gastric, but its not gastric..aiya..wutever la, it will be fine soon i guess...

Well, i still dont have any news from Gap...shitz, you are making me worry..=(

Jamie Jamie!

I've been looking for Jamie..nope..not only me..its like everyone looking for him..Where have you been la? guess what, because of constantly thinking of him, i dreamt of him for the past 2 nites..=p
Hey i miss you la gap..contact anyone of us as soon as possible k..=)

New Blog Skin

Hope you guys love it! =)

yer!! shit u Suz! why u never told me Help does offer minoring subject in business..=(
aiyks..now i miss help..i miss winnee..i miss dr goh..i wanna be one of his baby too..i;m jealous..not fair not fair not fair suz! i wanna go back to Help uni to get help!!!

Ish! missing those friends in Help..jon jon..oh ya..shitty aaron too..n who else ar..wei..a lot la! but Suz is the one i miss the most!!

wait wait! i cannot go to Help..cos 66 a.k.a ah ling will be so lonely in Igs..aiya..macam mana? wei..damn susah woe...=p

it's 23rd may..say peace to the world!

feel like changing my blog lay out..but kinda lazy lately..n have been really really busy..n pls dun ask me wut i am busying at, cos myself have no idea as well..haha..so..erm..many ppl been wondering wutsup with me..so..erm...dis is a lil bit update on me..if u wish to know..haha..

So,...ming is..doing, or busying, at....

-work...i'm currently helping my uncle in his restaurant in Penang, i started working with him from 30th of december, n gonna have my last day on 31st of may.if u start wondering y this date, n pls stop thinking wut u r thinking..cos u gonna be wrong..*haha*..n of cos i get paid (not much honestly, but enough for me to survive, enough for me to be a small little very little rich girl, *haha*) ooops, dun come n rob me, becos i'm kinda broke lately..

-piano n guitar.. learning both instrument..n i'm suck at both..the guitar tutor always shakes his head whenever i make mistake..pls la..everyone makes mistakes ma! shitz him..he always laugh at my face expression n my mandarin, i dunno whats so funny bout dat..n my piano teacher..aiya, ok..i admit i'm a little bit dumb..wait wait..i'm not dumb..i'm just slow la..slow la..so everytime when i have my lesson at home, my youngest sister sure laugh at me, cos she can plays better than me...*sigh*..poor baby la ming...hahaha... oh yea..the other nite was playing with ted's Er Hu...n..er..erm...my hand very itchy,,yes yes,.i admit..becos of my damn hand..i have to pay a few bucks to get a new string..aiyks..=(.. yes yes..i kinda broke the string..*haha*..shhss..i hope he doesnt read this....

-reading..cos i found this second hand book shop in one-stop...since then i alwayz go "pong-chan" the shop..hahaa...

-yam char...yes..yamchar with friends...nice nice...

-oh yea..my hair..busy with my hair!!!! ish...everytime i wash my hair i have to spend 30 min to do the stupid hair...cos it's very hard to get the curl, the big wave dat i like..geram nia...

-shopping...er..not always la..cos its really hard to earn money..*sigh*...

else from the stuff i've mentioned...erm..i think nothing much ade la.. cos i really dun have much extra times...hehe..or maybe u can say i dunno how to manage my time well..aiya..=p

oh yea..got a great news from a great great great friend (kamtong boh, describe u in this way)... he brought me this great new dat he finally found a gf...wooohoo..finally..yea..finally..blek..yes.finally..=p..after so long..yes..after so long...(i know u feel like killing me n calling me si o kui rite now..) anyway, i'm really really happy n glad to be the first to know (woohoo..so proud!) you'd better be a good boy yea, n erm..well..your virginity..er..ahem ahem..but wait..perhaps you've lost your virginity like few years back...*wakakaka*...ok..i think i;d better stop before everyone have a clue on who i am talking bout..*hehe..*..

n lastly..before i say byebye to here..er...happy belated birthday to lik n wei yong..aiya,.paiseh..it's a really really late wishes..but better than none hor? =p muacks! paiseh huh ,u guys have to say byebye to 21 ade...but i'm still 21 years old..=p

ok la..dats all for now...till then la..miss u guyz a lot..a lot ..a lot..=)

good newz!
* my dog finally understand the command of "sit" n "stand"...=p
* my lighter for pam didnt burn down her house...but..er, her eye brow chao-hui-ta already? =p

A great morning! Early in the morning there comes a post laju guy deliver me the check from Fedex. =pit's been really unlucky lately, the first thing is the valentine's day gift for ted sent by fedex only received by him after one month plus, the second thing is i sent Pamela a very cute lighter by pos malaysia n it got stollen by stupid postman, then ted received the parcel with magazine inside but realised dat another comic was stollen as well..aiyks..what happen huh?

Anyway, ted has been really helpful..=p, its been really quite some times since i last checked my email..he has been helping me handling the claim for compensation stuff from fedex, today when i check my mail i only realised dat he wrote a really reallygreat letter to fedex..*haha..nice man..you can really write la.. especially these two phrases.."I do not know if any of the people in FedEx has ever felt the same way I did but giving such false hope like that over and over again is no different to robbing candy from a child." and also this "Please understand that my Valentine Day was robbed because of human errors and that such a significant day only comes once a year."..*haha*..goody goody, love u la ted, u've helped me to claim back the shipment refund and got me another extra 200 Usd..=p, although it's not something we actually wanted or asked for from fedex from the beginning, i'm really satisfied with da result la..dun be too greedy..*hehe*..oh ya da fedex guy whoalways call to keep me update with the stuff has a really cute voice..muahaha..sweet sweet voice la...

So, everyone been so busy lately..hehe..so sad la..the only one dat i'm able to meet up is ah lik..aiyo..we should do more shopping together n the other day u should stay back to see dat fat fat lee hom..=p..he gain on weight i guess.. aiyks,,so andrew..wei yong..they r allso busy..jamie even worse..havent talked to him like ages dee la..n pammy my sunshine aka chai bu shi de ye hua (wei cha boh who teach u dis la..) you promised me dat ugonna come back soon..u'd better keep ur promise n get me all my pictures yea..=p..and and broomy elaine, heard dat she is a busy suri rumah..alamak..gal u'd better dun take out a gun n shoot urself one day k..=p. me myself been really busy too..like always not enuff oftime one..dunno y er?

Anyway, hardly go out lately too..parents been really really strict nowadays.. especially dad, been really strict to me ever since ted went to states..he never treated me like dat..last time they dun even bother if i dun come back at nite, but now, if they knew i went out until late at nite, die la me, they can keep on mumbling for one week long i guess..aiyks.. last time my brother dun call me at all dun care if i'm in kl or in penang..but now, he actuallycalls n check where am i, n y i still dunwan go home..aiyks..i'm 22 oledi la wei..n i'm still being treated like asmall girl..sometimes how i wish ted is here, cos when he is around, i'm like having an international passport, i can gowherever i like..=p miss u la..=(

o ya..if u guys wanna call me..call my digi fon number k..0164131017, cos da fon dat have my maxis line alwayz low batteryone..lousy fon..hahaha..hope to hear from u guys soon la..=) ..if no one calls me then i'd be staying at home watching desperateah moi lo..lol =p

i'm loving jose sway n elliot's voice..

american idol finalist-chris has dat kind of charisma dat attracted me..

i love gap for the determination that he hasfor his future..
i love andrew becos he is so..erm..naive..hahahahaaaa...beh chim poh..
i love wei yong for the sexiness he have..muahaha...
i love willett...for..er..cant think of one rite now..=p
i love rishant..for being so 'simple' at all da time..haha

i love ted..for being ted all da time..=p

***i love all da girls for being my girls' friends...hahaha..lame..

allooozz fren..i'm back after chinese new year n valentines day holidayz..
nothing much happen on chinese new year, pretty sienz, else from going out with a few friends, visiting relatives, ted huz warming, aiya, really nothing much la..

This picture was taken with aunty during ted's huz warming on chinese new year.. aunty got this really nice red color blouse..*hehe*..n i get them this... nice huh? its a fake-bonsai dat looks like dinasour..haha

oh yea.. went to red box with work mates during cny too n had lotsa fun there n sang a lot a lot too..*haha*..
For the past 2 months i've been helping my uncle in his restaurant while waiting for my internship, work like hell n of cos got pay la..i started working with my uncle right after the day ted went to states, amazing, i dunno how i did dat..=p..haha..here are 2 of my work-mates.. picture taken during our working hours in the restaurant..anyway, for friends who are in penang dun forget to visit me in Young Heart Restaurant, the environment is really good n comfy too.. =p
Before chinese new year my uncle got me a toy poodle as a gift for dunno wut reason, maybe he afraid dat i;ll be missing ted too much so he bought me a pet..*haha*.. he is really really cute n is now 3 months old.. i spent a lot on him though..=(

I had loadsa fun during valentines day..woke up early in the morning to talk on fon with tek tek n then baked a chocolate cake to bring to shop to share with friends. we had a small valentines party in shop during break time, dun have much food though, we ordered pizza n i cooked spaghetti.. i dunno wut valentines day gift to get myself with ted's angpow..walking around in gurney plaza n in the end went home with empty hand.. aiya.. the day after valentines day i was really pissed off with fed ex service.. got to know from ted dat he received a wrong package.. his package been exchanged with a singaporean guy..my gosh!! i'm really afraid my stuff for him will kena curi by the singaporean..=( i was really really upset for the delay of the delivery.. was crying at nite for this stupid thing..*haha*..the next day ted asked me to tell da fedex guy to claim for the delay..as wut had ted taught me, i told da guy dat the package supposed to be a valentines day gift n now he have to wait for another week n becos of this we both r really unhappy bout it.. then later on the fedex guy called back n promised to give this shipment for free, but i gotta wait for one month to get the money back..wut the hell..=(..aiya, but better than none hor... haiya..i guess next time have to consider company like ups n dhl..grrr...

*haiya*....its late at nite n i started to miss this guy la..

time for me to go n lastly, to all muh friends..happy valentines day.. n for those who still owing me a lot a lot of pictures,..wei...quickly send to me la...aiyo..*hint,,,ah pam ar!! =p

Gong Xi Fa Cai..Happy Chinese New Year, n where;s my angpow huh?

Loadsa things happen in this new year.

I have a new puppy, it's a toy poodle, n we call him baby..
I'm still the Ming that you guys know..
I have lots of fun during new year by getting lots of angpows, meeting up frens..

*haha*.. am i crapping or wut?

ok..its late at nite.. i feel a bit dizzy..

I;m missing everyone.. especially you..

muacks to everyone..happy chinese new year...

a great year ahead.

nite baby..

=)

I seldom blog nowadays..cos i have a new pal, my sketch book. Every single thoughts of mine have been keeping inside the book.

neway..i hope one of my friends read this..

i dunno why n i still really dunno why..i didnt pick up ur call n i didnt even reply to ur call and to ur messages. its been a while since we last met n chat, to be honest, i do miss you n do miss the times dat we have spent together.. but i really dunno whats make us, or perhaps only me, that lost contact. haiya! i guess you left for states during thursday..i dun even have a chance to say good bye..i dunno wut kinda friend i am..so sad.. once we were so close n now..aiya... missing those times in kl..=( .. well.. i hope its not too late to wish u all da best..gotta take good care of urself in states k afterall u r a small little girl..hehe..i guess u r going to towson university or something like dat..good luck girl..all da best ya..=)

your phone calls have been brighten up my days, and have helped me to heal my tiredness...hahaha...=p

aiya..i'm back.. been really really busy lately.. n have not been going out with friends...soree kachuak i was in kl when u were free...n didnt even reply to all my friends messages..soree...i have my own reason er.. cos ar..you see.. i dun have time..ok..this is not an excuse... the second excuse is..i havent reload my maxis phone for very long...n not been charging my phone as well.. i have been using my digi phone lately.. cos its cheaper to me rite now.... if wanna know da number msg me la...

er..its finally year of 2006...dunno how my life will be like in this year..just pray dat everything going smoothly...lead a healthy life... n wealthy life too..=p oh yea...to all my friends..belated merry xmas n happy new year..wishing u guys all da best in wutever u guys r doing.. n thanks for all da xmas n new year messages..i'm really really happy when i know dat i'm still on you guys fon list..=p

All da best guys! be happy n everything will be great i guess? hehe... have fun n enjoy wutever u r doing...most of my friends already working n i;m still studying...aiya =( nvm nv,...at least i still can enjoy study life..=p blek!

It's been a while. Finally I've got some spare times to come here to write a few words. When I come to blogger, usually is the time that I feel exceptionally lonely. I have been waiting for today to come for so long. It's here, finally. I don't know, but I really have this mix feeling. I'm really excited but in the mean time I'm so so sad of seeing him leaving. Everyone was expecting me to cry at the airport, well, at least I expected myself would be so, but afterall I didn't. I don't know why, I am that kind of weird person you can say, when Gap left Penang for Canada, I was feeling so hard to have him to go as he is one of the best friend that I could ever asked for, and yet I didn't cry. When grandma passed away last year I was really really upset too as she always so so sayang me, and too I didn't cry. *haiya*... How I wished you could be here right now. By having your company for the past few weeks, it's making me missing you more. *sigh*..What to do, What to do?

I used to think that life is never fair. Sometimes, the amount of efforts you put in might not get you the result that you are looking for or you may even have the thoughts that it could be effortless. Today I realised that I was wrong. Life is not that unfair that we may seem as it is, we just have to learn to balance it some where. Or you can even say that life's fair, it is just the way how you seeing things. I admit that for most of the times I take things for granted. But i swear this only happen on the person I love, or else I just don't care. *aiyks* I guess I really have to learn to overcome this, well maybe I will just make this as one of my new year resolutions. *ngek ngek* Good idea.. *hehe*

A brand new year will be here in 2 days time. Frankly speaking I am still wondering what to do in the coming year...ahh..that's me..lazy ming..=p

Yay Yay! last subject of final at 3pm later... and I can go back to penang after dat...yahoo! although its kinda rush, I'm happy!! I miss penang, it's only a week plus plus but i'm already missing missing dat place...*haha*.. gonna reach penang kinda late tonite..but still got someone wanna date me!! ahaha.. these all ghost of gambling..cant wait for me to go back to play big2 n mahjong..*ming shakes head*..naughty naughty... tomorrow gonna be great too..cos gotta go shopping for pam's pressie, the other day i went to midvalley just to look for her gift n lime green shirt...in the end i didnt get her anything but i bought a lot of stuff for myself..muahaha..anyway..tmr gonna be great cos we can go pammy's birthday with everyone wearing clothes in lime green n black color. =p..we all will look...er....weird..i guess..*haha* I cant wait to see everyone..!! I'll meet up chowlih also..in one of these day..to teach her how to bake cake..muahaha..she really tot i can bake cake..nvm..we will try... then elaine n willett..nono..i miss gerron more...then..weiyong n new gf...then stupid andrew beh chimpoh...then yea..ah lik..we will wait for u to complete ur thesis n come back to pg..=p ..then who else..mona, nana, nino, n...aiyo....Puh-leeeennnn-ty la..plenty i mean...=p anyway..before i chiao...Happy Holidays everyone..*hehe*..may u guys have lots of lots of fun no matter u r having winter holidays, or summer holidays,or semester holidays, or year-end holidays..or wutever la..=p..just have fun in wherever u r..

p/s: elaine...2 weeks are not enough for u to enjoy all da penang food la..=p

The list of the songs in my play list lately:
1. Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
2. Have a nice day - Bon Jovi
3. Angels n Devils - The Click Five
4. Just the girl - The Click Five
5. Photograph - Nickelback
6. Fa Ru Xue - Jay Chow
7. Hei Se Mau Yi - Jay Chow
8. Hao Ren You Hao Bao - She
9. Tien Hui - She
10. Xie xie ni ai guo wo - She
11. Bu zhuo ni de peng you - She
12. Wen Rou - Mayday
13. Zhi Zu - Mayday
14. Believe it - FortMinor
15. Stick with you - PussyCat Dolls
16. You're Beautiful - James Blunt
17. More than words -Frankie J
18. All I want for christmas is you - Mariah Carey
19. This gift -98 Degrees
20. Where are you christmas - Faith Hill
21. Boulevard of broken dreams - Greenday
22. Dont love you no more - Craig David
23. Ying Zi - Nicky
24. Xi pai - Nicky
25. Cool - Gwen Stefani
26. Shine on - Ryan Cabrera
27. Follow Through - Gavin Degraw

That's all la..my mp3 player only can fit in these number of songs as some of the files quite big in capacity..=p you can find a few christmas songs in there as I'm already in christmas mood...haha...some songs r kinda old like boulevard of broken dreams..cos i have a few broken dreams lately.. =p..there are a few songs that i keep repeating hearing it..like.. dont love u no more by craig, beautiful by blunt, stick with u by Pcd, she's hao ren you hao bao, jay chow's fa ru xue..anyway..jaychow's november chopin album is really really good..must buy k..although i didnt buy..=p n She's new album is good too.. the fortminor album just so so although mike shinoda is in the group..=p

The very last month of 2005, another month to a whole new year. Time flies. I wonder what had I done for the past 11 months, nothing major basically. It's a bad year I gotta admit. A whole new year, a whole new me (well, hopefully).

Waiiiittttt....the photo dat i took recently dat i posted on friendster really look like wanna kill ppl mer? aiya.. at least suat ling think so...*haha*

a mix & blend of feeling.. excited n happy yet kinda sad...

Tell me I weren't dreaming for the past few days... wake me up wake me up...=p..
I was so so so happy...! =p

Anyway, final only started next week..=(
Pam, I dunno i can make it or not..but I'll try my best..
Willett n Elaine...are u guys gonna come back for summer holidays??????

天灰
如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麼叫永遠
想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰

我的天空今天有點灰
我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜
所有的燈 早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現
我會不會 覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間 總要把諾言 一點點摧毀

*nice song, dis song doesn't describing how i am feeling though, =p so dun think too much..

Elaine..=p
i'm thinking ar.. i wanna stop study and be a full time baby sitter for gerron..=p
i promise i'll be a good baby sitter la.. hmm..when i go back to penang i will go kidnap your son.haha
i wont la.. i will take good care of him..i'll tell him that coconut is called as banana actually.. bus is just a big car, bus just a made up name..sometimes i'll borrow porn from ted, kianlam n jamie, just to play for him to watch..hahaha..i'm just joking..=p your son will be a really really 'good boy' next time from the way i see him watching the sexy girls dancing on MTV..haha..=p

Sorry elaine.. i was just crapping.. *haha*.. willett..u'd better take good care of ur son if not..*ngek ngek ngek*....=p

HapPy BirThday

Ted Ted...HappY Birthday...Love you love you love you muacks muacks muacks muacks... Gerron..Happy birthday too..love you love you love you too..muacks muacks..my kisses very rare one..=p woohoo..you guys big boy already lo..hopefully next time when i see you guys ted will say.."ming you are so sweet.." then gerron will say..."ah ming is good.."..then probably gerron will know how to say the words i taught him last time...like" willett mummy, elaine daddy, ah gap hiao..." but hmmp... gerron already knew how to say ah gap hiao long long time ago..=p muahahaha..

Midterm sucks..Hope it doesnt dat bad as i thought... *finger crossed*

i wanna ask my mom to cane me ade... ming not being a good girl lately.. lazy like hell..haha.. accounting midterm had over..i screwd it..totally..i guess this is da first time in my life i didnt complete every part of the questions on da paper.. =(..crap..not enuff time..2 hours for 4 accounts? crazzzziiiieeee ar... nvm..i dun really bother bout accounting..grrr.. 3 more subjects coming..but i'm still lagging around..haha..went shopping..playing guitar...drawing... cleaning the huz...=p.. yea..i'm trying to learn guitar on my own..kinda hard, luckily got help from my cousie.. its addictive..dammn...i always put aside my text book n go for da guitar..=( its fun playing guitar..but my fingers hurt like hell.. i cant really feel my fingers rite now.n my fingers all are so so short, its very hard for me to reach for certain notes..haha.. n i usually playing it during midnite..like 1 or 2 am? *Shhh..SSshhh..*.. i hope the neighbours wont hear me..=p

My cousin called n told me i;ve got a mail.. was thinking is it gap or willett..*haha*..cos only 2 persons know my new add..then..then..then...hmm..it's Willett da penicillin..=p..ahh..thank you elaine n ah lett..for da desperate housewife vcd or dvd? i havent check it out yet..=p will finish it in 2 days after exam..muahaha..
Was lagging around at home yesterday when i'm supposed to study..*haha*.. then i started to dig out all da old memories.. here are some pictures..

guyz dat mean so much to me..

ok la..You too... Guyz who never failed to make me laugh.. my Girls.. you 2 are da best..for always..=)...quiny n pammy... kachuak n me high school best friends..
Shitz..i miss u guys..when r we gonna meet up again.. It's gonna be so hard for us to meet up, maybe in 5 years time? Great friends back in Inti..wynx, khyl, yewchien, Vmin, ah jen How many girls in here actually crazy over you? *hahaha* i guess only 1 person understand wut i said.. Aup-erz..Aup Rocks! Spot urself in da pic.. A piece by Willett..nice huh! =p A piece of art by "Picasso"=p My 17th birthday msg from Pam..after 4 years, still here with me =) *hehe*, my new guitar n my first one..=p My favorite- froggie freddo, love freddo with mints too..

When will the shutter bus be here? i'm damn hungry..i wanna go home..=( anyway, since everybody posting up the Seven Wonders...n since i've got nothing to do..so here's are some random facts dat you may or may not know bout me..

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Graduate with a degree, at least
2. Wedding dinner in the garden
3. Own a farm that filled with Tulips, or Lili, maybe?
4. Travelling around the world with someone i close to
5. Own a child care center
6. Stay in a small island for one month, not pg of coz..=p
7. Master in one of the music instruments

Seven things I could do:
1. making ppl smile/laugh
2. talking on phone for a pretty long time
3. be very quiet until scare you out
4. be very annoying until you ask me to stop
5. cooking
6. sms pretty fast?
7. draw some really childish stuff..=p

Seven often repeated words (OR sentences):
1. haha
2.Haiiyooo..
3. Really?
4. You know wut..
5. Shitz!
6. hehe
7. dun bluff me la...

Seven traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1. hair.. i dunno y..
2. personality
3. eyes..dat can kill u..
4. attitude
5. da words dat he speaks, how good is he in melting my heart with da words.
6. style, tattoo maybe?
7. know how to make me smile and not make me cry

Seven dirty little secrets/confessions:
*would really love to keep it to myself, as it written there "secrets".haha*

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Craig David!
2. David Tao
3. John Mayer
4. Jack Johnson
5. Gavin Degraw
6.Ron Thomas
7. Bsb..Shut up!!

Seven Current/Recent Books
1. To Kill a Mocking Bird - my birthday gift..=p
2. The Zahir by Paolo Coelho - my pressie too..=p
3. The Undomestic Goddes by Sohphie Kinsella - another pressie of mine..
4. Principles of Accouting - i think i'm gonna flung dis midterm
5. Sophies world, for da understanding of philosophy
6. Ethics by Jame Rachel - a really good book
7. Principles of management - i hardly open da book..=p

Seven Favourite Food
1. Steak
2. Vegetables, all kind
3. Lecka-lecka ice-cream
4. Lamb
5. Sup Kambing or daging
6. Fried Rice by someone
7. Mom's curry fish head

Seven Random Facts About Me
1. Being too nice to others
2. Easy to satisfy
3. Stubborn
4. Not assertive enough
5. Dumb
6. Sweet *tsk tsk tsk*
7. Procrastinator

First of all..gotta thank Mr. Ashok for making my dreams come true by changing the midterm time table..i’m one hell of a lucky girl..=p, becos of you ceo I got a chance to go back to penang! Yay!

Everyday was a wonderful day since I was back in penang on Tuesday. Been receiving loadsa surprises, birthday wishes n so on since then.. The best one is when dis guy asked me to open da car boot to get his bag for him, guess what I saw.. a guitar!!! Oh my gosh.. I was so so so pleased bout it.. it’s da guitar dat I dream bout day n nite.. thank you baby..=p *haha*..i’ll learn it with my heart n soul n my hand n fingers of cos..=p even my fingers are bleeding n the blood is splashing everywhere I’ll still holding on..=p *hahaha*.. thanks for da books n da white dress as well.. yay!! Lik..ya..i got the white dress..=p.. I’m really speechless.. really really really happy..*muacks muacks muacks*..=p

Had dis small bbq n steamboat at home for my family n relatives n friends..yea..friends..Andrew Tan Kian Lam aka beh chim poh, you gave me a really big 747 air plane..hmm..i’ll remember you..isnt dat sweet, cos I’ll remember you..=p ya, everything was great, food, ppl, birthday song was good, especially da one was sung during washing dishes time one..=p..great great..tres bien!

Then Saturday.. went to feringgi garden to have dinner with dis super duper guy (can I describe u in dis way?) *haha*.. gosh, da food is good.. I had surf n turf, n he had t-bone steak..hmm..deliciux~ anyone wanna try, I’ll bring you guys there but u gotta pay la..=p then we ordered this love boat (papaya with ice-creams on top) as my “birthday cake”..*hehe*..dannng.. I was kinda embarrassing cos when da waiter delivered us da love boat n da birthday song was played at da same time..oh my godddddd…so many ppl there..n da mat-salleh beside all started clapping n singing the birthday song for me..kinda embarrassing but I’m really really really happy bout it..*haha*..cheh, their birthday song not dat good, yours better..i dun really dare to look at you when u sing for me cos you can kill me with your eyes…*haha*.. abit exaggerated but true..*hahaha*..anyway, when you were singing it how I’d wished u quickly finish da song n I can blow da candle cos I was really blushing badly ade..=p well..thanks for da dinner..a great one! While I was typing this, I’m already back in Kl..n it’s now 00:00 oct 17th, again, you’re da first one who call me..=p..thank you…* muacks muackkkksssss..*

So..21 year-old finally..nothing really different as before.. just dat my mom didn’t nag me when she found out dat I didn’t go home last nite..=p..nothing to be proud of anyway..haha..i got da key of freedom since so long ago....i wanna stay 21 forever.. I started to have this peter-pan syndrome I guess, da syndrome dat wanna stay young forever..i mean..i dunwan to be young..but 21 is perfectly fine..=p

Oh yea..not forgetting to say thank you to all my friends..thanks for da birthday wishes..=p you guys are da best! And Suz..meow meow..Happy birthday to you too..n Samantha.. n ah yhan..happy birthday… n stupid Andrew also..wish u guys all da best..=)

幸福的瞬间。。谁站在旁边都无所谓。。因为。。在这一刻， 我感觉到好幸福， 好幸福。。终于学会了知足，知足叫我忍受心痛， 知足让我感受到快乐， 知足也让我看到了幸福。。 darkened until very cacat..haha..hope u dun mind.. dats da love boat..i look stupid..=(

This is Surf n turf...a bit messy though..=p

Da so-called t-bone steak..haha..

dis is da picture taken while i was playing with da haloween toys in toys r us..=p

Today gonna be da last blog i'm gonna post up until my midterm is over. I really really have to stop doing things dat not really important to concentrate on my exam. Midterm gonna be on 17th oct, yup, my 21st birthday, n i'm gonna have 3 subjects to test on dat day itself. How sad is dat huh? This year been a really bad year for me, nothings beengoing on smoothly. I can't even go back to pg to celebrate my birthday with my family, relatives n friends due to dis stupid exam, of all times, on my birthday..hmm!! It's only one week left and i'm only 20% prepared for da exam i guess. I'm really really worried dis time, i dunno how am i going to face da exam.. moreover, i cant even celebrate my birthday, n have to stay at home alone as my aunt will be off to kuching. Everytime i think bout dis i'm gonna screw up my whole day as i cant even concentrate on anything. arghh..forget bout it..

Anyway, these people been so so good to me.. chong seng kor kor, xiao mei jie jie, tatz, samantha.. we went to redbox at sunway yesterday to celebrate my 21st birthday and samantha 22nd birthday.. it's an early celebration for both me n samantha as her birthday on 14th n mine on 17th.. we celebrated on yesterday becos most of them will be off to sabah on 17th.. anyway it was so fun yesterday..*hehe*.. my gosh,,everyone can sing so well!! we had dinner later at this sky land restaurant. its a vegetarian restaurant...awww....da restaurant is so "pretty" n romantic..*haha*..cos when you walk in you feel like you are in Rome or somewhere in Europe..*haha*..really..no exaggerating..=p.. da food is nice n they even have this eggless cheesecake for vegetarian..so sweet! of cos we did cut our small little cutie cake there..=p..will upload da pictures later..

Thank you to - chong seng kor kor, xiao mei jie jie, samantha n tatz..you guys been so great to me!! =p thanks for da dinner and da treat in red box.. i'm really really really really happy n had loadsa fun with you guys.. hugs n kisses to you all..=)

不知道为什么不知不觉的哼起这首歌。。暧昧让人受尽委屈， 找不到相爱的证据，何时该前进，何时该放弃， 连拥抱都没有勇气。。。

I used to say midvalley is my second home, but now..*hehe*...must be replaced by Klcc..*haha*..went to klcc with lik today.. went for a drink at coffee bean n girls talk as usual..=p.. arghh.. i saw n i tried dis little white summer dress from topshop..oh my god..so sweet...i want dat i want dat..but i dun hae enough money..=(....i saw a few nice blouse, dress, skirts in Zara too...*sigh*..money not enough...

neway..i'm so happy today!! get to take picturez with dis pretty girls samantha n xiao mei.. =p

-=Xiao Mei, me, Samantha=-

-=xiao meo, me, samantha, tatz, aunty xx=-

The Froggie Freddo from you is da sweetest!! OOooOOOooOO...so happy..i have 2..one lime and one strawberry...thank you..muacks muacks muacks muacks...*not him..dun be perasan!!..anyway..a great day.. you make me smile..thank you..=)

woohoo..happy day.. morning went swimming..but da water kinda yellowish d..hmm..need to complain..

oh my god..willett loves wathing japanese porn..anime...yer yer yer..use bit torrent to download h*ntai must be..=p *dun kill me..*sorry elaine..=p

i miss jamie!! i miss pam!! i miss elaine!! i miss xiao xiao jian!! i miss wei yong!! i miss chowlih!! i miss ah lik!! i miss ah ted!! i miss andrew!! i miss quiny!! yes...dun have penicillin name..=p

ok..my day isnt dat nice and great actually. cos i realised dat i alwayz caught in da middle. like you see..i have these two friends. let say A n B..both also equally "ok" to me. but A n B like to complain to me when one of them is not around. A will talks bad bout B. n B will does da same thing. but both to me are friends. i have at least 4 or 5 pairs of friends are like dat. Its really hard sometimes, cos you really dunwan to speak ill of others n if i could i really dunwan them to say anything to me, i dunwan to listen.. so..tell me wut to do? wut to do? WUT TO DO!!.. is it becos of me being too nice or wut? is it true dat some of them are really like wut they said? do i have to open my big big eyes to look at da ppl around me? hmmm..but eventhough i found out dat he or she isnt a nice person, its not a big deal for me, i will still carry on with my smile whenever i see them, its very hard for me to hate one person..if i hate you one day, you must be really really bad n had done something really really extremely bad to me (dats y ppl always take advantage of me..since primary sch i guess...even as a monitor in class i ask them dun make noise or pass up homework, no one will listens to me..=p)..anyway..so far..there is only one person in da list.. dun ask who..if not you gonna be da second one..=p

As Willett said dat i'm actually "tua-han" already, i guess i suppose to post something more like what a big girl should write. =p..obviously i have to squeeze my brain juice and come out with something like this..*how i wish i'll spend da same amount of effortz on accouting*

People come into our lives and change it forever. There exists individuals who we wish we never met, never loved, or never hated. Then there are others who we wish we had the chance to meet, to love, and to help. Thinking back, we can`t help but recall several people who hurt us or who we emotionally destroyed. Most of the times we wish it didn`t have to be like that. Whenever we open up to let the good in, it`s like breathing a fresh breeze of air yet forgetting that there can be bacteria rushing in us. But you see, for every breath we take in, we become more alive. Thus fighting ourselves and figuring ourselves out helps us find a reason to become better people. Knowing that life in this world isn`t so perfect gives us the opportunity to pick out the sweetest details. Then, we won`t be afraid to embrace what ever tomorrow has to offer.

Everything been so slow today, to me, at least. The Lrt is slow, taxi is slow, streamyx line is slow... *hehe*.. neway..i got dis melody's friend orange sumthin sumthin soft toys from mc d. so cute..been so lazy today..nearly cry becos of accouting..cos i dunno where to start, n how to start..it's something really easy but i dunno y its like so tough for me..no wonder i never thought of being an accountant since young. *haha*.. went to swim a while in da evening, just to let myself feel fresh n alive (exagrating)..*haha*..downloaded a few albums today, namely Nickelback's All The Right Reasons, The Click Five's Greetings from Imrie House, Ryan Cabrera's You Stand Watching, Hilary Duff's Most Wanted, S.H.E's 真命天女, 梁静茹's 丝路，杨称琳's暧昧，南拳妈妈's二号餐，张智城's快乐，温岚's爱回温，同恩's找自己，金沙's空气，梁咏琪's 顺时针，蒙恩天使's感应，and there are two albums da best among so many. Which are...

BonJovi's Have a Nice day (Highly Recommended)

KanYe West's Late Registration (awesome)

Actually The Click Five not bad too..maybe it's because i like punk rock.. wanted to download desperate housewife..but its like so many episodes to download..buy dvd would be easier i guess..*hehe*

YaY! It's da beginning of October..! It's tIme to make a new wish list n to do list..

*scorez my mid-term with flying color'z resultz..
*able to swallow all da philosopherz famost quotez..
*have a clear idea wuts accounting class goin on before midterm..
*mOOOooOOore pocket money..
*sWim 5 days a week..
*a new backpack..
*BonJovi latest cd, be it pirated or original..
*Special Relationship by Robyn Sisman..
*The Zahir by Paolo Coelho..
*spend more timez with friends..especially suz n ling..
*Ted gonna hv good result on toefl..maybe 297/300..=p
*e-mail my friends more often..
*a guitar..
*able to join dance class or yoga class with 66 n 3 other pretty galz..
*able to do sumthin dat can make everyone happy..especially YOU, who r reading my blogz..
*continue to bring fun to all da classmatez with the "real" ming n lame jokez.*haha*
*receive a really pretty white lily from anyone..or maybe chanpagne-color rose, one will do..
*a yellow or orange-color sunflower too..=p
*join my cousin for singing class..
*read more..as in study more too..
*hope dat everyone around me doin fine in wutever they r doin..
*cook for my friends..
*learn to appreciate otherz more n always feel thankful..
*beach strolling with friends/gossiping by the beach/playing under da rain with frenz..
*bring my bear-bear from pg..missing him..miss touching da fur on da head..
*more mamak timez, but dun eat at mamak..=p
*visit perhentian island during holidayz..
*write more letterz n draw more picturez..
*speak good english like Gracia, who can speak english in Uk, Us, Aus, indo,m'sia slang..=p

wow..wut a long list..actually i dun hv many material stuff to wish for..i already have everything dat i suppose to have..=p.. i guess da most important wish among so many is..i wish dat i can spend more timez with you..you..you..you..n..you..=)

So many things to do, yet so little time
So many things to buy, yet so little money
So many loves dat received, yet da space in my heart is limited
So many....hmm..dunno..=p

Been really busy lately, too much works, seriously, its killing me.. i need a rest..long long rest..*haha*.. I miss *meow meow* suzanne n ling ling so much..*woof woof*..really wanna go out with you guys but my timetable kinda pack for da time being..really hope dat gonna meet up with u guys soon..maybe this sunday bangsar market? *hehe*.. sometimes i really miss those timez in Help becos of you guys, especially ling n suz, jon jon n g, n winnie (da only lecturer dat i am really missing..) *sigh*.. suzzzz..i wanna keep on meow-ing with you...*haha*..

Really happy n suprised when received msg from khai seong..woowaaa..he finally appeared dee.. never seen him since f5? he said he got caught by alien..*hmm*..nothing special bout him just dat i got "okui" dis nickname becos of him!!! hmmm..!! eh, but i kinda like this nick er..so cute, tortoise is such a cute living creatures afterall, isnt it? *hehe*

Was talking to 66 the other day bout her experience as a tutor in Us summer camp..i hope dat i can apply for da job for da coming summer next year..i'm not worry bout anything, just dat, i guess i'll be really really nervous for da interview..it seems tough..i guess i really need to work hard on english language...hmm..wutever it is, i will face da challenges confidently..*haha*..well, i'm already well-trained in this..=p

I'm in da computer lab now..as da class was cancelled..*grr*..sometimes really frustrated with these lecturers.. 66 is sleeping beside me..both of us like stupid for dunno y come to college during this time..hehe..i have presentation later, but i'm so lazy to read tru my notes..*sigh*.. show u guys a few pic on da place i'm staying now..
It took so long to upload those pic today..i dunno y.. i guess must be da server down or something like dat..ish...later go home only upload..lol..lazy to wait..=p

So.i'm back at another home..not da one shown in pic..i'm actually online-ing outside of da huz..cos i forgot my key..waiting for my cousin to come back.. it shows dat wireless line at home not a good thing..se..i can even online at outside of da huz..anyway..here's da pic..

This is da place i usually i spend my morning at...

I will spend my evening by reading in this small little hut when i wan to save electricity by not turning on the air-con.. natural air is good..haha

My bedroom..simple enough huh... the paint is combination of light yellow n baby yellow.. there's another side of my room..its not messy but hv lots of private stuff on da table n sticked on the notice board..=p

The only accessories that i brought to Kl.. kinda unbelievable huh..=p.. cos i still have 3 big boxes of stuff in pg dat gonna bring to here soon..

The living room..da sofa looks comfortable but i dun find it dat way..it is soft..but to me its not comfortable..weird..

Part of the living room.. i love this little bicycle..

Oops..there's no toilet n bathroom pic..hehe..come to my huz then i'll show u..=p..if whoever wanna come stay over let me know yea..cos most of da timez i'll be staying alone..cos aunt will always be away..i'm not lonely though..=p..but but but..no meat are allowed in both places i'm staying..=p..so if u stay with me you have to eat vege n fruits everyday..*haha*..*meow meow..suz..come stay with me! so you can run away from ur mom...haha.i'm really bad..

Tomorrow gonna be 30th, the last day of September. Lots of friends been complaining how bad n how bad about the month of September. To me, September was a great month for some reasons. *hehe*..i guess i gonna wake my friends up when september ends. =p ..anyway, Wake me up when September ends by GreenDay is a really nice song. Tres Bien!

Yesterday was a great day too.. Went to 66 huz to get our accounting homework done..while doing the works half way she suddenly told me dat.."ming..isnt it is sad dat even during my 21st birthday i have to stay at home and do this really stupid assignment.." then i was like oh my god..i totally forgot bout her birthday.. i felt really bad though, for wanted her to come n pick me up from my huz and didnt even join her for lunch.. but things got better when we went for ethics extra class..when da lecturer found out dat its her birthday, mr. ari decided to treat all of us for dinner. it was awesome. this was da first time i joined a lecturer for dinner and surprisingly i talked a lot. =p..so at the end of da day, i guess 66 was really happy n she was even happier when her bf called her..*hehe*..so sweet.. anyway, 66 is a really great girl, she is so cool, she can plays drum!!

So..my friends were saying me dat i always stay in "grey" zone, neither black or white. 66 was saying i always give good reasoning when arguing in ethics class, but everytime i surely will ended up contradicting my own point..and jeevi said i always couldnt make up my mind, said dat i couldnt just choose either being positive or negative, always has to be on da middle. Even ted said so, he said i never believed my own instinct, my own thoughts, always being skeptical on my own view. I totally agree with them, yea, i always cant make up my mind, i dunno why, its really frustrating sometimes. i guess maybe to me nothing is perfect, at some points someone might be correct but at another point someone might be incorrect. thus, its really hard for me writing a good argumentative essay during ethic class. i cant take any stand, to me, at some points, either sides have their goods n bads; isnt dat da reality ? for example, a disabled guy breaks into a house becos he needs money to take care of his mom who is very sick. so, the act is wrong, but his intention is helping his mom, can u say dat he is totally wrong? See.. things like dat always make me so confuse, dats why i am always in da grey zone. =p

*sob sob*...i dunwan go to another home...there's no line for me to go online there yet.. i dunwan to go i dunwan to go i dunwan to go...grrrr....
anyway..friendster is getting more complicated..n i dunno where to click n which to click...i wanna check my message i also couldnt find a button to click..haha..i'm like a idiot..=p.

Today, reached home pretty late..around 10pm..tired as usual..thought dat wanna continue doing my work but ended up playing around with dis pretty girl..*hehe*.. today was a great day though..get to know new friends n so on.. there was dis lecturer accompanied me to take ktm somemore..*haha*..he was talking all da way..kinda annoying..all those college politics..but me oso kaypo la..wanna know also..=p..although dis afternoon kinda pissed off at someone, in the end, my day still not dat bad though..didnt really affected by her..muahaha..instead, it was a great day..but during ethic class, i was pretty depress when i knew dat i have so many works yet to be complete...er..thinking bout dis..i guess..i have to go finish up my work...